[Philophobia] ? Eric Cartman x Reader

[1] "Friendly" Faces Everywhere.

i was dressed in a slightly over sized white jacket, with my favorite F/C shirt underneath along with black leggings and a nice 2F/C skirt.
for shoes i picked out black ugg boots. and to top it all off ((litterally)) i put on a F/C beanie with a poof ball on top.

For makeup i decided to just put on some eyeliner and mascara, I didn't really like makeup, but eyeliner and mascara made my eyes pop and i thought it was super cute.

and with that, i was ready to go. i threw on my cat head shaped bookbag and headed down the stairs where my mother was waiting for me

"all set to go sweetheart?" she asked with a smile. "Yeah, i think so.." i said abit unsure of myself, did i over dress? is the make up to much? these thoughts swam through my brain on loop but i pushed those thoughts down and turned towards the door.

"alright mom, im gonna go to the bus stop. i love you" i said my goodbyes and left through the door and made my way to where i was supposed to be.

on arrival i spotted five boys, all looking to be my age
"shut up fatass atleast i dont smell like KFC and B.O"

"whatever kahl your just jealous i get bitches, stupid jew"

"oh yea? name once girlfriend since hei-"

anxiety overcame me as I approached them hoping they'd ignore my presence.

"uhm butters who the fuck is that" the fat boy who was previously arguing with the boy with the green hat and red hair said as i arrived.

"i dunno eric, umm" the boy known as 'butters' turned to me "hi? who are you?" he asked, tilting his head a bit which i found abit cute - in the way you'd find a baby or a lost puppy cute of course.

"Oh uhm hi! im Y/N L/N im a new student a-" before i could finish my short introduction i was interrupted by the boy closest to the bus stop sign "Hey you look familiar, have we met?" he asked with a welcoming smile

"Oh yea i used to live here back in 4th grade.. you were Wendys boyfriend!" i said, hoping that'd be able to drift the subject away from introductions

but as if the world was against me, the cheery mood shifted almost instantly as i brought that name up, i watched the expression on all 5 of the boys faces change to that of anxiousness while all eyes were on stan.

must've said the wrong thing.. dammit.

"Haha! yea, we aren't together anymore but i guess i was kinda known for that back then. dont worry, no hard feelings!" he said, and a wave of relief overcame all of us at his response.

i noticed the red haired boy staring at me but i couldn't pin point the emotion he conveyed, and sadly before i could comment on it the bus pulled up. we all climed in and i felt as if all eyes were on me. i had no idea where to sit but thankfully the ginger offered to sit next to me

"Hey Y/N, you can sit next to me if you'd like" he smiled

"Ugh dude!!" stan said from behind us

"Shut up Stanley sit with Cartman" kyle shot back, receiving a sigh from all 4 of his friends like they've gone through something like this before

"thanks kyle but if it bothers stan that much i don't mind sitting with eric!" i say in a cheery tone, truth be told i could feel Stan glaring at me and honestly i did not want to get in between whatever was going on there.

"no you really shouldn-" before kyle could object i happily sat down next to cartman

who would have thought one simple decision to try to stay out of drama would get me so deep into shit i could write a lore book? but that's for later.