tw / / R-18
Never in my life have I tasted the word embarrassed after seducing a man. I was never ashamed of doing that... not until I tried to seduced Dawn.
The look in his eyes while buttoning my opened buttons pained me. Parang nasusuka siya sa akin. Nandidiri siyang hawakan ako, na parang may nakakadiring sakit ako na kapag dumapo ang kamay n'ya sa katawan ko ay mahahawaan siya.
I felt so small. I feel like I'm the dirtiest woman. Madumi na ako noon, mas dumumi pa ako pagkatapos ng nangyari.
I willingly offered my body to him but he refused to accept it. Dahil sa kan'ya ay nanliit ako sa sarili ko. I suddenly questioned my choices in life.
Why did I choose to be like this?
No. I didn't choose to be like this. My trauma forced me to be like this. Hindi ko ginusto ang maging hubadera at tumikim ng iba't ibang lalaki, hindi ko pinili maging malaking kahihiyan sa pamilya... This is the only thing I know how to survive and to never be a victim again. This is what the world taught me.
... That in order to survive, you should be the master of your own world.
Ipinilig ko ang ulo ko. I must not question everything that has happened. I shouldn't live for those choices, I should focus on my present and get ready for my future.
Kaya para mawala ang kahihiyan ko ay nakipagkita ako kay Stan sa isang hotel... Just to divert my mind from thinking about what happened.
"Uhh, fuck! F-faster!"
Stan is thrusting inside me... deeper and harder. He is sucking my right breast while his hand was playing on the other one.
"As you wish, Babe," hinihingal n'yang saad.
Nang binilisan n'ya ang paggalaw ay mas lalong lumakas ang ungol ko.
His lips went to my collarbone and tugged a bit of my skin.
A moan escaped on my mouth, "Oh. A-ang sarap."
"Mas masarap ka," he said huskily.
I slapped his butt kaya mas lalong dumiin ang kan'ya sa pagkababae ko.
"Shit, Stan! Ahh. I-I'm coming."
His thrust went slower made me open my eyes out of frustration.
"Don't come yet. Sabay tayo," he smirked.
I got furious at him. Mas lalong humina ang paggalaw n'ya sa loob ko.
Hinampas ko ang balikat n'ya.
"Just move faster! I won't come!" I said angrily and eagerly.
Ngumisi siya at sinunod ang utos ko. Gusto ko ng malabasan but Stan still wants me to hold on. Gusto n'ya ay sabay kami.
"I'm coming, B-babe."
As soon as I heard it, I let out my release. We both moan louder until we were gasping for air.
He kissed my forehead and lay down beside me. He hugged me and cage my feet over his.
"I love you."
Hindi ako sumagot. He chuckled softly but the pain is evident in it.
"I want to taste you... for the last time," he said as he slowly kissed my boobs, again. His right hand went down to my feminity.
Humiwalay ako sa kan'ya.
"Just go straight to the point," I said.
He gave me a dry laugh. His thumb played with my nipples and licked his lips before looking at me in the eyes.
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