UKIYO : THE SOLACE OF DESIDERIUM

I need to find him. It's our monthary, and he hasn't yet greeted me. Maybe he was too busy, or maybe he truly forgot. I'm furious. Yes, but he must explain. I don't want to be a bothersome girlfriend.

I dialed his number, and it just rang and rang. Nam, come on. Where have you gone?

"Iah! Hey there," I rolled my eyes as the jerk's voice came from behind me. He's here again, and he's going to tease me once more.

"Good thing I see you here," he continued.

"It's way better if you get lost," I bitched him but seems like its not effective.

"Interesting, how's your day? Where's Namid?" he keep on following me. Bugging me.

"It was supposed to be pretty good, jerk. But you showed up and you mess it up. Thank you," I sarcastically said. I heard him chuckled which makes me rolled my eyes again even though he didn't see it.

He's doing it again. Irritating me. He seems comfortable too when I call him jerk, opposite of what I expected him to react. Damn him.

"Oh, I bet Nam did not remember your monthary, didn't he?" I stopped. That's it. He just reach my fucking botton. Marahas ko siyang hinarap na ikinatigil niya. His hands are on his pockets, and despite his grin, he appears calm which irritated me more.

"You know what? Shut up! I don't need your opinion here! I'm not sure why you knew our monthary, but who cares? Just get the hell out of my life!" galit na sigaw ko. He raised both of his hand.

How I wish I could slit his throat to shut him up. But I'm not that bad and not a killer.

"Easy, Ay. Okay. Okay chill. I'm out," he said before leaving with his famous playful smile. I clenched my fist. Damn him.

I tried to calm myself down before going back to look for my damn boyfriend, who had just fueled the fire inside of me. If that jerk hadn't irritated me, I wouldn't be searching for Namid in this manner. But not right now. I'm enraged, and I want to fucking talk to Namid. Ask him. My patient can't take it any longer. I don't want to be upset with him, but it's too late now.

Other people remember our day, but he doesn't! Sinuyod ko na lahat ng pwedeng puntahan niya sa school but he wasn't there. The only thing I didn't check was the gym's locker room.

"Umm, N..Nam," I heard something. Something that I wished I didn't.

I literally froze outside the locker's room door. Someone is inside. Someone is with Namid, and I don't like what I'm thinking, what they're doing right now is going to hurt me like hell.

"Those are just kisses in your neck, babe, and you're already crazy for it," Nam said. He sounds hoarse, and my heart is breaking as a result. They're doing something, and Namid just said it out loud.

I clenched my teeth and tried not to scream. My heartbeat is gradually slowing down. My legs are shaky. I'm terrified. I don't want him to know I'm here.

"I'm craving for more, babe," the lady replied, but I couldn't tell who because I could hear some voices outside because there were people inside the gym.

Whoever she is, she is destroying someone's relationship and doesn't care. Everyone in the school is aware that Namid and I are in a relationship. Our families are both wealthy and well-known; no one could possibly be unaware of who we are or what is our relationship.

"Hey, stop..umm, h-hey no. Let's not do it here...just, I-I'll text you where..I need to go,"

That's all. That's it. I can't do this longer. I tried to remain calm and did my best to leave without Namid finding out that I was in there. As I walk out of the gym, tears stream down my cheeks. I don't know what to do. Where should I go? I keep walking and walking until it turns into running.