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TW: self harm

Beast Boy's POV
Today we are going out to hang out all together. I wanna go to the beach again.

"Yo Cy!" I said to him as i flopped down on the couch next to him.

Dick was in his room reading some boring shit being all introvert again.

Starfire was with Raven in her room hanging out I'm guessing, so here i am annoying my best bud.

"Hey! Wanna play with me or we could go watch a movie?" He asks as he finished his game.

Just cleared out the dungeon, level 78.

I made a thinking face, deciding what to do.

"I wanna go to the beach again!" I exclaimed.

"Dude me toooo! Yesterday we had so much fun!" He yelled happily.

"We can ask others if they want to go?" I suggested to which he agree.

He went to his room to pack the things he needs for the beach.

I went to my boyfriend's room first.
I didn't saw him anywhere and i called out his name.

"Robin!" I didn't yell, it was a normal call. He didn't called out to me. Maybe he didn't hear me.
I went towards his bathroom, slightly open. I saw him inside cleaning his wrist.

I gasped but quickly covered my mouth before he heard me.

I don't want him to freak out if he find me like this that i found out what is he doing.

I backed away and thought for a moment.

I should tell him later today that i found out he's been cutting himself or should i just went inside and ask what is he doing? No, i could rise him more anxiety and he would think that i saw him at his worst.

Calm down Gar. I yelled his name again as i was standing in the middle of his room, close to his bed.

He came out of his bathroom with a hoodie so he could cover his arms. I wanna cry. Why did he do that? Did something happened or was it....me? Did i do that to him unknowingly?

"Hey, what's up?"

"Er..i-i wanted to ask something but i don't know if you wanna go." I ask unsurely know.

He probably wouldn't even take of his hoodie if we go. I just want to hold him close.

"Well ask then so i can decide silly." He laughed. That beautiful laugh. I love it so much.

"Well me and Cy wanted to go the beach, we wanted to ask everyone to go with us." I finished.

"Yeah sure I'll go but I'm not up for swimming." Yeah i know why. I feel so horrible knowing, i want him to be himself, what if this continues...how long was this going on?

"Hey you okay? You went silent all of a sudden?" He ask as he went closer to me.

"Sorry, i just kinda zoomed out." I stepped away and went towards the doors.

"Well I'll tell the others to get ready." I smiled before going out. He waved at me lightly before he went to change and pack his stuff.

I breath out the air i was holding. The only thing i could think of now is...was it my fault that happened?

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Later on we were all at the beach. Cy was surfing happily. Raven and Star were eating ice cream and talking about girl stuff probably.

Dick was just sitting next to me quitely, looking at the ocean.

He is wearing swim trunks, a red zip up hoodie but it was open so it was only showing his chest.