Tejran - Shidat

K - tujhe problem kya h exactly is joke se hmne mzak me bola tha phle bhi toh bolte h or umar ke towards itna negativity kyu vo mera dost h
T - bs vo tera dost h ,baki sb ki toh koi value nhi h na teri life m umar ye umar vo ,bb ke ghar se yhi dekh rhi hu jb bhi bat uski hoti h tu hmesha glti meri nikal deta jbki hoti uski hi h
K - ab tu bb me kha ja rhi h ,or m sorf sort krvata tha sides nhi leta tha

T - ye clarification mereko de rha ya apne ap ko , I don't forget anything karan toh ye mt bol and rhi bat umar ki toh maine phle bhi bola tha ab bhi bol rhi hu ki mujhe teri uski dosti se koi problem nhi infact u r good frnds I feel pr jo yera dost mere se obsessed h na usse problem h

Ghar se bahr use maine nikalvaya tha nhi na fir bahr ake kya bakwas ki h usne interviews me ,uske do dushman pratik and shamita suddenly uske dost bn gye  or mujhe isse problem nhi h bt vo mere pe jokes kyu bna rha itna kya jealous h vo mere winner bnne se ki vo bhul jata ki m kisi zmane me uski dost thi or abhi bhi uske "bestfriend " ki gf hu ,koi respect h use ki m teri gf hu

And sachi btau toh mujhe farak pdna bb me hi khtm ho gya tha kyuki tune use kbhi kha nhi ki vo meri respect kre khud ko use kbhi akal ayi nhi ,ek time pe farak pdna bnd ho gy ath bt agar mujhe mera aona bf aise jokes pe hsta dikhega uski stories me toh m kesa affect na hou ,m tera bheja khati hu ,itni problem h toh m actually bolna bnd kr deti hu fir rh lena apne dost ke sath khush ,m yha weekend ke liye yha ayi bhi kyu hu agar tu itna preshan h toh m chli jati hu na

K - bat ko kha se kha leke ja rhi h ,vo joke tha isliye hsa tha ,itna toh maine socha bhi nhi tha
T - Mr overthinker jo hr chij m sochte rhte h is bar socha hi nhi and u want me to believe in it ,I m not a fool
K - teja u r literally over reacting , or na joke and disrespect m farak hota hr chij ko apne upar kyu le leti h
T - Acha m apne dosto ke sath tere upar jokes crack kr skti hu right ,m konsa disrespect kr rhi hu ,koi tere bare m kuch bol rha m chup chap sunlu hna konsi disrespect kr rha defend krne ki kya zroorat h ,m hi pagal hu jo gltiyan krti rhti hu , abh nhi krungi ye gltiyan

K - dimag ki lassi kr rhi h ab tu, hr chij ko itna bdhane ki kya zarrorat h ,hr bat pe ldna ,itni si bat thi bat krke aram se sort ho jati
T - tere liye choti si hogi mere liye nhi h ,koi mere bare m kuch bole tujhe farak nhi pdta pr mujhe pdta agar koi tere bare m mere samne bole or yhi difference h tere or mere mai , m logo se tere bare m sunke nhi ati
Meri priorities set h or mere samne koi kuch bolne ki himmat nhi rakhta , mere log meri or mere bf dono ki respect krte h and I seriously feel u r taking me for granted , tu bs baki rishte bachane ke chakkar m apne real rishte mt kho diyo 

With this she stood up and went inside room ,she knew she kind of over reacted but the reaction was kind of build up of all those moments she faced in bb and after that whereas karan was stuck with her words specially her last words

In his ex relationship ,he was too invested in his girlfriend ,that he lost a lot of closed friends , he even got distant with his family and after the breakup which was most probably in lockdown ,he got lonely .
The guilt of losing his loved ones for that one person made him a person like this , a person who would go to any thread to save his relations and friendships as he understood value of relations .

Family ,friends ,girlfriend everyone has different place in our life and we have to balance it well ,giving all the time and efforts to ur girlfriends and ignoring others is wrong which he learnt after his breakup but that doesn't mean that he would lose his self respect to save a friendship ,a friend who disrespect his gf ,he has to understand that in effort of saving other relationships he can't take his gf for granted .

He need to know how to balance properly ,when to give in to save a relationship and when to give up on the relationship when its not worth it even if it hurts him bcoz at the end people who genuinely care for him will be there for him , he needs to put his priorities right

He started thinking about everything that happened sitting on the sofa

He suddenly remembered his convo with teja where she told him about red flags ,he remembers her sharing that her exes have taken her for granted ,she said ' meri ye adat h na to forgive and give chance ,bs meri is habit ka logo ne hmesha advantage liya and then one day it was enough ,I promised myself ki ye toh nhi hone dungi m apne sath

K - shit is she ? Is she planning to back out ? No no teja loves me she will not do it but she is feeling that I m taking her for granted ,her biggest red flag , no I have to do something

His overthinking started , he didn't know what to do , he knew a sorry is not gonna work this time ,one side it was his friend one side his love ,his insecurities of losing people everything was making him weak, he got emotional

Omi came and saw him being vulnerable so he gave him a hug , after a while

O - bhai ek bat bolu ,apko pta h mai kbhi bhi apke kisi bhi relation ne nhi bolta right
K - kya bolna
O - bhai maine apko na apke phle relations bhi dekha pr apka ye side m sachi phli bar dekh rha hu ,pta apme ek bacha hmeshq se tha pr vo kbhi bahr nhi ata tha kyuki maybe apko fear tha of being judged for it specially in your relationships ,apka ye side kbhi kbhi hme dikhta after drink and all ,pr teja ka sqth ap itne natural ho na mtlb sachi apki best side dikhti h hme

Ap passionate hmesha se the hmne dekha apko phle bhi ,ap kese apne relations me efforts lgate the dikhta tha hme pr teja ke sath sb kuch kitna effortlessly hota ,efforts ap abh bhi lgate ho pr ab aisa lgta ki pura dil se kr rhe ho kuch bhi pressure m nhi

Kitna bhi environment negative ho ,vo hoti h na toh sb kuch positive bna deti h ,hm sbke sath kitna khushi se rhti h ,bina extra effort ki vo hm sb ka part bn gyi ,chahe kitni bhi bacho vali harkte krti ho pr uski maturity right time pe aa jati h ,kitni sorted h vo or apki success and happiness dekhke jo vo khush hoti h sb bhut genuine hota ,kuch nhi psnd toh sb muh pe ,teja bhai schi bhut genuine h or apse bhut pyaar krti h

Bhai apke jaisa dost na sachi kismat valon ko milta ,ap jitna sbka krte ho na koi nhi krta pr har koi apki kindness deserve nhi krta , or agar koi glt ja rha h toh apke pas pura hak h unhe jake bolne ka kyuki dosti ek side se nhi chlti na , hme pta ap teja se kitna pyaar krte ho plz kisi bhi reason se use mt kho lena

Patting his shoulder , omi went knowing karan needs space and time to figure things out

Will teja forgive karan ?
Will they patchup?
Will karan realised his mistake and do something to make it up ?
U will get all the answers in next update

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