Fighting for Love

Harry Pov .

" Is it taken care off?" I demanded of Zayn.
" It's not that easy boss".
" Well it fucking should be with the amount of people I paid off".
" Being a police chief he is being held in a different part of the prison under extra security, it's not easy to get to him".
" Well  there has to be someone we can pay off, to get it done, I  want him out of our lives for good at what ever it costs".
" We are working on it".
" Working  on it is not good enough, I want him gone now" I yell slamming my fist against the wall beside Zayn's head and he didn't even flinch.
" You  need to calm down" Zayn said looking me straight in the eye.
I yell again in frustration  and turn and head back to into the room were Lou is still peaceful sleeping.
I worry how much more Lou can take , he has suffered so much at the hands off his father, the only way to keep him safe now to eliminate the problem at any cost.
Liam comes and checks him over again he has now been asleep  for about 6 hours with Liam checking him constantly.
It is now early hours of the next day , I haven't slept as I continually sit beside Lou's bed waiting for the moment  he will open his eyes again.
My gaze it on his face as I see his nose twitch, then his lips part, I hear him take in a deep breath, then  his eyes flutter open, his eyes connect with mine then a smile creeps across his lips.
" Hazza"
" yes baby , I am here, I have been waiting to see your smile again".
I watch as he moves his head to the side wincing in pain.
" Careful baby, you head will be a bit sore for a few days".
" What  happened? , I remember shopping then walking back to the car then that's it".
" Someone  opened fire on us , I pushed you to the ground then Zayn covered both of our bodies, which ended up with you hitting your head on the ground".
I watch as Lou brings his hand up to his forehead feeling the bandage then  turning his head back to me.
" You  have stitches in your head, five in total".
I watch him studying my face , and a frown replaces his smile.
" You  look tried, have you even slept?".
" Baby  you know the answer to that question without having to ask, you know I will never rest myself until I know you are safe and well".
I watch as he wiggles to the side of the bed.
" I am tired again".
" You  will be with a head injury".
" Hazza?".
" Yes baby".
" Come and join me , I will sleep so much better knowing that I am safe in your arms".
He doesn't have to ask me twice before , as I slip of my shoes and hop onto the bed , pulling him into my arms, we both let out a sigh of contentment and I drift to sleep with a smile on my face.
The next time I wake is to see day light streaming through the window , I look down to see Lou still asleep across my body, I bring my arms tighter around him placing a kiss on his cheek.
Liam enters the room smiling.
" Glad  to see you finally got some sleep Boss, you look much better".
Our conversation stirs Lou who looks up at me with sleepy eyes , then snuggles back down against me .
" How's  the patient this morning, ready to get up and have breakfast?".
The response we get makes both of us chuckle.
" No I am comfy, I not hungry, I want to stay here".
" That's all good and well baby, but I have a business to run and you need to eat, you haven't eaten since yesterday morning, you must be hungry" I say getting off the bed.
" I am not hungry, I feel sick".
" Lou you are probably feeling sick because you haven't eaten in a while" Liam joins in.
I watch his pout return to his face as he crossed his arms looking at us.
Niall walks into the room, looking at the situation in front of him.
" Ok who pissed of the kid" he said chuckling.
" Niall  , I feel sick and they want me to eat, they won't listen to me".
" You know they are only concerned about you right, you know we all love you , and only want you to be healthy and happy so I agree with them you need to try to eat something, how about I make you my famous scrambled eggs that you love so much".
We watch as Lou looks at all our faces before letting out a puff of breath.
" Ok but I am doing it for you not them, they are mean".
Niall leaves the room chuckling at that statement.
" Ok how about we get you up" Laim saids standing by the bed, I move in closer so I am by his side.
" Swing  your legs over and go slowly because you might find yourself dizzy".
I watch as Lou moves over to the side of the bed swinging his legs down as soon as his feet hit the floor and he goes to stand up I see his face go pale and he falls forward, I catch him in my arms.
I gently place him back onto the bed, his face still pale.
" Are you still feeling dizzy Lou?"Liam asks.
" My head hurts and I feel sick, I don't like feeling like this" he said as a few stray tears trickle down his check.
Liam moves away then comes back with a syringe full of medication.
" I am going to give you a shot of this and you should feel a lot better".
I hold Lou's hand as Liam administrates the shot, he scrunches his face up not liking it at all.
Niall walks into the room and the beautiful aroma of fresh scrambled eggs fill the air, My stomach growls at this as I realise I haven't eaten in awhile.
" Is Lou ok?" he ask with concern in his voice, looking at his pale face.
" He will be , we tried to get him up but he got to dizzy" .
Niall nods at this then places the tray of food on the table beside the bed.
" Ok let's sit you up a bit , you might feel better once you eat something" Liam said.
" I feel sick , I don't want to eat it" Lou saids again as Liam lifts up the bed a bit.
" Just a few mouthfuls ok Lou, it will make you feel better".
I watch as Liam bring the food in front of Lou, him shaking his head.
" I don't want it".
" Just a bit Lou" he shakes his head again.
" Louis" I say raising my voice " stop being so difficult and eat the fucking eggs".
I see a shock look from both Niall and Liam and I watch on as tear being to fill Lou's eyes, he immediately turns his head away from me.
I watch as he picks up the fork and takes a few mouth fulls then I watch as he turns a shade more pale.
" I am going to " he said before he gets the next words out , he is vomiting all over himself and the bed his body is heaving form the reaches , As I gently rub his back.
" I sorry, I am so sorry" he said as his body goes still " I told you I felt sick and none of you would listen to me" he said crying now.
I look at Lou, who is an absolute mess, I meet Liam eyes over the bed and they are dark with anger.
" Ok kid we need to get you cleaned up" Liam said pulling the sheet back from the bed. He turns to me saying in a gruff voice " go and get Lou some clean clothes while I wash him down".
I turn and leave the room knowing how disappointed I am in myself , I promise Lou I would always listen to him and I went back against that promise, I find some clothes and return to find Lou stripped down to his boxes with a blanket wrapped around him shivering.
I walk quickly to his side placing the clothes on the bed.
" Here baby let me dress you" .
I get a cold response as he shakes me off him, I realise I have really screwed up this time.
" Baby I am sorry" I say as he turns his face to meet mine with tears in his eyes.
" Just  go Harry , I don't want you here , you said you would always listen to me but again you didn't".
" Lou , baby, I am so sorry , I didn't mean it , I am just frustrated and worried about you" .
" You yelled at me Harry , please just go".
" No Baby , I want to stay by your side".
I watch as Lou turns his body away from mine and said something to Liam.
" Leave  Harry ,it's what Lou wants, just give him some space" .
" I am not leaving" I say feeling myself getting angry.
I watch as Lou curls into himself , covering himself with the blanket.
" Harry , boss , you are upsetting him, you need to leave".
I watch on as Liam pulls Lou into his arms who is crying heavily now and I feel my heart shattered into pieces, I can't believe what I have done.
As I turn to leave I say.
" Baby, I am so sorry and I love you Like I have never loved anyone before, I will be near if you need me" I leave the room feeling crushed frustrated and angry.
I head straight to the gym  that I have set up in the house and put on a set of boxing gloves and start pounding into the bag , blow after blow, hit after hit, I keep going smashing all my anger into it.
My body is sweating, my lungs are gasping for a breath but I push on .
With each blow I see the look on Lou's face when he asked me to leave, the anguish I had coursed him, I had promised I would never do it again, I am so fucking mad at myself right now.
I hear the door to the gym open but I don't turn to see who it is I just keep on pounding into the bag.
" Boss, Liam sent me down to check on you, are you ok?".
I turn to face Zayn wiping the sweat from my eyes.
" No I am not ok, I can't believe I yelled at him, he is so fucking angry at me right now, and I don't know how to fix it".
" Just give him a bit of space, you know he loves you , he won't stay angry at you for long".
" You should have seen his face when I yelled at him, I broken his fucking heart".
" He will come around , but in the mean time  you need to  start looking  after yourself , why don't you have a shower and get something to eat, you must be hungry".
I follow Zayn out heading to our room , As I walk inside , I see all the bags of clothes and art supplies  That we had Brought together they day before, the images of Lou and how excited he was to go shopping play in my mind on repeat, his eyes sparkled with delight , his beautiful smile framing his face , and his squeals of joy hit me fast, he is so innocent, full of love and life ,  and I hate that I took that away from him.
I kick out at one of the bags in frustration as it falls over Something catches my eye, I walk over to look closer and pick up the small velvet box with curiosity, I turned it over in my hand thinking how did Lou  buy  this with out me seeing, I was just about to open the lid when I hear a voice beside me .
" I brought that for you" I gasp dropping the box and turn  around to see a still very pale Lou standing in front of me.
I am at his side quickly.
"  Baby  what are you doing,  should you be out of bed".
" I am fine now , just feeling a bit tried that's all" I watch as he reaches down and picks up the box handing it to me.
I look at the box then I look back at Lou, he has a slight smile on his face.
" Open  it" he said to me .
I lift the lid and gasp at the stunning  sliver rose ring nestled in the box, I bring my eyes to meet Lou's again.
" It's stunning, but why" I ask curious as to what his answer will be.
" You  know I love all your rings and I love to lay in your arms and play with them, I wanted  to add a ring that came from me and celebrate our love together" .
He moves over and picks the ring out of the box turning my hand over.
" Stop , I don't deserve your ring, I am a terrible boyfriend , I yelled at you".
"Harry love , look at me , yes you yelled at me and yes I am still pissed off at you but I still love you and nothing or know one can take that away from us, this is a token of my love for you"  , he said placing it on my finger.
I look at the beautiful ring on my finger and look at Lou, I crush him in a bone crushing hug Then pull back .
" It's beautiful baby, and I will never take it off , I am so sorry for yelling  at you , I promise to try harder".
" Hazza all I ever want is  for you to just  listen to me when I tell you something, if you had just listened to me we wouldn't be in this mess now" .
" I know and I can't say I am sorry enough times , I am so angry at myself for it".
I pull back and look into his beautiful blue eyes .
" Can  I kiss you?" I ask.
Lou wraps his arms around my neck bringing our lips together for a gentle kiss which I deepen in a instant, I feel his hands push at my chest, as he stands back and pouts at me .
" I am still angry at you and you are also all sweaty, go have a shower, while I unpack these bags".
I give him a smile and turn to head to the shower stripping of my shirt as I go.
I turn back
" Hey Baby".
" yes Hazza".
" I can't wait to see you in those white lace ones baby, your ass is  going to look sensational in those" I say giving him a wink.
I see his face  immediately go Crimson , as he puts his head down blushing.
I walk into the shower , finally feeling a little more relaxed over the last crazy two days, I look down at the ring on my finger which makes me more  determined to put a ring on Lou's hand soon .