medically confused love ?

So i was calmly doing my obs duties and as usual had chai talks . I have to tell you guys one thing though I'm being obsessed with the pg ,i have never actually got a chance to speak to him nor see him after surgery posting.And obstetrics is an entirely different block.
The only connection was my bestie working with him.She used to tell me how he is becoming nice to her and actually started talking with her and they gets along nicely and how all other people are surprised with that.To be honest i myself became little jealous .but fine..she is my bestie.

So like this days passed and one day gungun came and told some big fight happened between Karan pg and one of the intern priya.she has been crying throughout the day .But she had a cousin who was also a PG in our college and now it became big inter pg fight.And as i was not friendly with priya i couldn't know about the details.I tried asking to some mutual friends and they started telling me how she gets into some trance whenever they ask anything about Karan pg to her😳.What did he do to her!! 😳Finally after weeks i got to know that he had to apologise to priya and he scolded her for not doing work properly.By this time every single intern became totally scared with him.And my next posting is supposed to be ortho and we all co interns were sitting and discussing about who will go to whose unit .Sana (co intern) asked me about the unit which i prefer and me in reflex told her about going to Karan pgs unit.🙊 i tried to cover up telling i always prefer hard working pgs over rich lazy pgs.(Note.The other one pg in ortho joined under management quota and also dumb .and i hate those kind of incapable people.)
As soon as I told this she started teasing you like Karan pg ..you like him...we should tell him ..and all..Ohh my god ..how i had to run from her after this..I tried reasoning her but what is the use. Rumours started..By evening almost everyone in the college was knowing about my so called crush.And all were giving weird looks to me.
God it is really embarassing now whole college knows but i haven't talked to him only.😅