ANYONE || PJM

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Sugar, We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy
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It's been a week since your birthday and for the whole week Younes has been missing. You haven't heard from him at all. He's not bother trying to contacts you, nor you do. You both not usually call or text each other everyday, but a week? This is the first time that it's happened.

You can feel there's something going on but strangely you couldn't do anything about it. No scratch that, you don't want to do anything about it. Why? Because you're too tired to fight for this relationship anymore.

You've been fighting for him for years to make this relationship work but you guess it's still not enough for him; you're not good enough for him.

"He hasn't called, yet?" Hobi suddenly appears behind you. You're in the kitchen lounge at your work place, taking a ten minutes break.

"Nope." You exhale the deepest sigh you take today.

"Y/N, don't you think this is too far? I know you love him but you have to end this toxic relationship. It's been years and I can't see you torture yourself like this. Not because of that snake." He emphasizes the animal names.

You chuckle for the 'names' he implied but that makes Hobi to rolls his eyes, "What's so funny? You know that I'm right. I'm sure he's doing it again this time and I know you can feel it too but you're just in denial."

What Hobi said caught you off guard, making your body stiffen in your seat. "You're going talk to him and put an end to everything. Do you hear me? No more toxic relationship around here. I feel I might be sick any second now." He says for the last time before going back into his office.

God knows how many times you sigh for today. You don't have anything to say back to him. He's right after all. He always been so protective to you ever since he became your best friend.

The differences between Hoseok and Seokjin are that Seokjin is more like a big brother figure to you who'll always support whatever decisions you make, while Hoseok is the overprotectives one.

Not that you complain. Honestly you're so grateful to have both of them in your life. They completed some missing part in you. You, Taehyung, Seokjin and Hoseok. All of you are weird and different but strangely perfect for each other. And now, your bond just get stronger every each time with them.

Later that day you take a look at the time and it shows five in the afternoon already, that means work time is over. Cleaning up your desk, suddenly you hear a knock on your door. Adverting your gaze towards it, not believing to see your MIA boyfriend standing there.

"Hey." He smiles but didn't reach his eyes.

"Hey, what are you doing in here? Where have you been this whole week?"

"We need to talk." That's all he says before he goes inside and close the door of your office.

You're sitting on your chair while Younes sits across from you. His expression is unreadable. "I'm moving to Daegu in three days."

You gasp, mouth and eyes wide not anticipating it coming at all. "W-what? How? Why all of the sudden?"

"I got a good job offer over there that I can't resist." But what he says next is like a knife slicing into your heart, "You know I can't do a long distance relationship right?" Younes's bluntness is something that you got used to these past almost four years together.

You feel like someone just stab a knife into your heart. Realization hits you in the face. So this is it, this is the ending. Your relationship is going down.

"A-are you implying to break up with me?" You try to speak without stuttering but failed.

"If that what you want, then yes." He answers, avoiding eye contact with you.

You scoff in disbelief, "If that what I want?" Crossing your hands in front of your chest before continue, "So that's it? Your good job offer is more important than our four years relationship?"

Finally locking eye contacts with you, he growls. "I've done everything for this relationship too and you ca—," Before he could finish you cut him off.

"Do what exactly? Busy with your own world and distancing yourself? Hell! you're not even on my side Younes! You never speak up for me when your family obviously demeaning me!

I've done nothing but wanting your family to accepted me. I've never said anything back to them and nor you did. I just let them demeaning me because I thought maybe, they tried to test me at some point but it just got worse every time. They were treating me like I didn't exist, like you'd never have any relationship with me in the first place!" You finally yell out the deep buried frustration you've kept for years to him.

"You're the most self-centered egoistic person I've ever met and goes the same with your family!"

Younes just sits there with jaw and fists clenched. Typical of him to never be on your side every time you both argue about his family disrespectful actions toward you.

At this point, you can feel that you're on the verge of breaking down. You feel like emotionally and physically drained. You were fighting for nothing.

Your mind has completely made up. This toxic relationship you've kept for years in hope that he will change for the sake of this relationship, that he will change for you, it has to end. It's now or never.

"Just get the fuck out of here and do whatever the fuck you want like you always did." You spat, tears threatening to fall from your eyes but you hold it.

And just like that, he stands up and walking out from your office without a word or a sorry, leaving you all broken by yourself.

The second he's out of sight, you let out all your tears you've been kept this whole time. Letting out all of your frustrations and pain inside your chest.

Screaming your heart out, you can sense that someone barges into your office running toward you before holding you close in his embrace. Knowing that someone really well by the smell of his cologne, you're continue to cry your eyes out, drenching his navy blue shirt with your tears which he doesn't mind it at all until you feel like you don't have any energy left to cry anymore.