How I fell in love

I was leaving the village.

It was a really nice place the village wasn't even more than 50 people.

They made me work everyday though.

I am glad that I can help people it makes me feel like a normal human.
They didn't recognized me they didn't knew who I was.

It's definitely weird when people doesn't know who I am.
When I go through a more crowded village they instantly recognize me.

Maybe even say some shameful things.
They act cold and maybe even throw things at me.

It was getting chilly winter was coming.
The wind was stronger than most of the times.
It was October already which means that it has been two years since I am traveling.

Was it worth it? I ask myself so many times but I still can't find the answer for it.

I know I had changed I found some peace in silent.

That nothing were bothering me.
That I could just focus on myself.

I look behind me as I walk out of the little houses.

I started walking away from the little village.

I was currently at the land of lighting.
Which isn't really far away from Konoha.

I will have to send a report to Kakashi soon.
But hee will just start bothering me with his stupid letters.
Like last time I sent him a letter saying "I am staying in Takigakure" and he was asking me to send a picture of the place or even send a souvenir.

I of course didn't respond and also didn't bought anything from there.

He just like Naruto.

I didn't even notice but I started walking slowly after thinking about Naruto.

I still haven't forgotten the dream it was strange and yet still comforting.
I wanted it to be real.

His hands were warm and it felt like home seriously.
I was in Konoha a place that I could never call 'home'.
But if Naruto was there everything was just better.

I don't wanna admit but eating with Naruto and forgetting all of our problems seems great.
Just even talking with him seems promising.

But this will never happen I shouldn't think about him.
It's not like I deserve him.

He is just different from 
everyone else.

He was always there for me.

He never gave up on me.

But why did he go this far for me? 
He said because we are friends but...

What if I don't wanna be just friends?

What if I wanna hold his hands? 

What if I wanna wake up next to him every morning?

It will never happen but it's  still looks like I ever wanted.

I would love the warm feeling that he gives me every time I hear about him or when I am with him.
The feeling that makes my head dizzy, the feeling that makes my face red.

I look up to see the moon high in the sky.

It was getting late I should set up a camp.

I started to search for a good place as soon as I saw the perfect place. I set up a campfire, and did the familiar hand signs.
I could already feel the burning feeling from my throat.
As the fire came out of my mouth the wood lit up.
The dark place wasn't so dark anymore with the fire having this bright orange light.