How I fell in love

Why me?

I sit down with my back leaning to a tree.

I got out my diary. I bought this in the closest village after I left Konoha two years ago.

Sometimes I just only write a word. Sometimes I write pages.
It helps me to see how I got better in expressing myself with words.

I get out a little pen and start writing.

I didn't do anything today.

I don't even know why I write into this.
I realized that I started thinking about more Naruto.
I just miss him.
I wanna be there for him.

Even if I am scared of losing him and hurting him.

I put the date at the top of the page and close it.

I placed the book back into my bag.

As I am trying to find something I found something else.
Ah, there it was.
It's Naruto birthday gift.

It's nothing big but I want to surprise him.
I didn't wanna tell him that I am coming.

I wanna see his shocked face.
Hell he probably thought I would just send him a little happy birthday letter.

I hope he knows how much I appreciate him.

I let the fire burn while I tried to sleep.

Even though most of the times it's hard for me to relax and let myself to calm down.
Some nights are easier and some nights are awful.

After a while, I drifted off to sleep. 

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When I woke up there was a fucking bird in front of me.

Don't tell me.

I sat up quickly seeing that Naruto didn't listen to me.
Even though I told him to not fucking write back he still did!

Fucking shit!

Goddamit I wanna move on from you, stop making things harder.

And my morning boner doesn't help, at all.

I mover my hands slowly to my hard dick.

"God I hate doing this." I mutter as I pump my member slowly.
It was already leaking with pre cum so I used that as a lotion.

I bite my shirt as I feel myself so close.

I twist my hand a little , I groan in my shirt as I let my head fall back.
I close my eyes as I feel myself come.

I feel my hands getting sticky with my cum.
I groan in disgust.

Hell it would be so much better if Naruto would do this.

I flush as I notice that the bird is still here.

Sasuke what the fuck you just masturbated in front of a bird!!
I snatch the letter from it and make it fly away.

What the fuck is wrong with me?
I groan in my hands as I rub my eyes.

I have to shower first there is no way I will read the letter with cum on my fingers.

I get a towel and go to the little lake that I have seen not far away from my little camp.

I kneel down to wash my hand.
After that I slowly undress.

I let my feet touch the cold water.
I start walking to the middle.

The cold water made my skin have goosebumps.
I sigh as wash my face with the cold water.