Kit Connor x m reader imagines

you sat on your bed, feeling, well to be honest you felt forgotten. like everyone else had much better things to do, and couldnt be bothered to remember you existed. your own family ignored what you had said. and when they finally did hear you they shut you down. telling you that you "talked too much" or asking if you "ever shut up".

you just sat there soaking in the silence, deciding you didnt want to hear the sound of your own voice. you had your phone on do not disturb deciding you didnt want to hear any notifs, if there even were any. you got up for a moment, moving over to your dresser and grabbing out a notebook. you decided journalling couldnt hurt, you hadnt done it in a while. why not.

after journalling for an hour, you realized it really wasnt helping. you were just writing negative things about yourself, and it kind of just made you feel worse. like it felt good to get them out somewhere but it hurt too. and you really didnt know if you should continue doing it. you decided just to put away the journal and then you went right back to sitting on your bed.

you had a headache at this point. you weren't sure when it had started but it felt horrendous now. you decide to turn off all your lights and just hide in your bed. maybe youd be able to take a nap.

right as you were about to fall asleep you heard a knocking at your window. you jumped up startled moving over towards the window seeing your boyfriend, kit connor, soaked and right outside of your window looking worried in the rain. you opened the window letting him climb in.

y/n: you alright?

k: you alright?

you both said it at the same time, causing him to laugh, you wouldve laughed if you were in the mood.

k: no but seriously are you alright, i havent heard from you in a bit and i got a little worried. you werent answering your phone and-

you cut him off.

y/n: im fine, well im not fine, but ill be okay i think

he went to wrap you in a hug, before you put your hand out to stop him.

y/n: youre soaked, do not hug me yet.

his mouth made the "oh" shape as he nodded.

y/n: lemme see if i have any of your clothes

k: theres no way you dont. i know my hoodies and joggers dont just disappear

you smiled at him sheepishly before going to a drawer in your dresser and pulling out a pair of kits joggers and one of his hoodies.

k: do you have a drawer filled with my clothes

you immediately shook your head.

y/n: no... of course not.

k: its adorable bubbas

you blushed.

you left the room to go grab water and some paracetamol for your head, when you came back up kit was dressed in dry clothes and sitting on your bed waiting for you. you sat down next to him, taking the paracetamol then leaning your head onto his shoulder.

k: you wanna tell me whats going on?

you sighed.

y/n: not really, but cuddling sounds great.

he gently kissed your head.

k: so lets cuddle then, however you want.

you smiled at him thankful that he wasnt trying to force and answer out of you. you spent the night cuddling, it really helped you feel better. his hand was playing with your hair, his other one was rubbing your back, as your head was laid on his chest just listening to his heartbeat.

k: you sure you dont wanna talk about it?

you thought for a moment. before cuddling deeper into his chest trying to hold back the tears that wanted to slip. you didnt seem to be doing a good enough job, as the tears just started flowing. kit just held you, reassuring you that you were safe, itd all be okay, and that he was there for you. despite how stupid those phrases usually are, they honestly helped. you were starting to calm down a lot.

kit gently kissed your head. you hated crying in front of people. but you didn't feel like kit would view you as any less of a man, which made you feel a lot better, and safer. you felt beyond safe with him.

you had stopped crying a little while ago, and were very close to falling asleep on kit.

k: hey, i love you pretty boy

you blushed while smiling sweetly.

y/n: i love you too kitty

kit let out a laugh.

k: so we're back to calling me kitty?

y/n: yes i am kit kittredge connor

you both laughed as a yawn slipped past your lips.

k: go to sleep bub

you cuddled into him.

y/n: you should go to sleep too

k:as soon as youre asleep i will bub

you both were up for about 5 minutes before you both past out.