IT ENDS WITH YOU?

I tested the pregnancy kit once and it showed me positive, I panicked and tested the other. Positive again.

I know seungcheol said we'll marry one day and have a life of ours own. But it can't be this early. He's in his peak career. I panicked looking at the double lines on the strip. I took them out and discarded not understanding what to do.

I walked to the nearby gynaecologist to get it checked again.
"Ma'am congratulations, you're 8 weeks pregnant now", she said with a smile while mine faded.
I couldn't just tell Cheol I was carrying his baby, he wouldn't expect it.
I had an inner argument with myself, if I should tell cheol or no.

Later that night, which sleeping I looked at cheol who was on his phone replying fans on Weverse.
"Cheolie, will I ever be a good mother to your kids?", I asked him making him keep his phone aside and look at me in confusion.

"You will be the best mother to OUR kids, and why are you thinking about it now", He said
"Nothing, was just wondering", I said lying next to him on his arm.
Seungcheol clearly wanted to focus on his career. He did promise we'll have kids one day but not anytime soon.

I went on a few days without telling anyone but I could see my baby bump getting bigger and bigger.
I indirectly asked Cheol a few more times, but he always said no to kids now.
I couldn't do anything at this point, I was too worried that cheol will ruin his career that I decided to hide it.

**next week**
I and cheol had a fight about something minor but I made sure I make it big so he would breakup with me.
"Bangchan is clearly more understanding that you", I said mid fight. Bangchan was my bestfriend from the industry because he helped me through a lot.
"What? What did you say?", He interrogated.
"Nevermind", I said carrying my bag and walked out if the dorm, rest of the members still in their rooms.

"Are you cheating one me?", Scoups had texted me.
"What if I am? Cheol stop being possesive", I replied with tears in my eyes.
I turned my phone off so he doesn't call. I walked myself to Chan's dorm.

"Hey Lili? How come you're here?", Chan said opening the door.
"I have something to confess", I said going into his dorm.
We went to his work place which had blue red lights.
"Here take some water and tell me what happened?, you fought with cheol hyung?" He said handing me a glass of water.
I drank half cut and blurted out about how I got pregnant and used his name to try breaking up.

"Oh shit, I mean I'm sorry but don't worry about me? Cheol hyung and I somehow don't have interactions? But are you ok, you sure wanna do this? Maybe try telling him?", Chan suggested.

"I indirectly did, he doesn't want the responsibility now", I said.
We spoke for a few more minutes.
"I'll breakup with him, Move back to India, take care of the baby myself?", I said looking on the floor with tears on my cheek.
"Do what's best for you Lili, I'm here if you need help, and yes I will keep it a secret don't worry", chan said.

I decided not to ruin anything anymore. I resigned from Pledis telling the CEO I have broken up with cheol. I couldn't work for notice period so I ended up paying up some money. As I walked out of the Pledis entertainment, Mingyu came running to me.

"Lili, come in", he said pulling me into the car.
"Mingyu I brokeup with Cheol, I'm leaving this company, Let's end this friendship too", I said almost crying.
"I know you don't wanna breakup, I saw your doctor's prescription, You're pregnant and you don't wanna ruin Hyung's reputation, i know everything, I did not tell anyone, I promise. I threw your prescription on the way here", Mingyu said holding my hand.
I cried in his arms for a while and told him I'll be moving back to India. He supported me in everything I said.

I went back to the dorm to pack my stuff. I had booked a flight for next morning.
I could hear other members whispering in the hall as I packed my stuff. Cheol was gone somewhere and nobody knows.
I turned on my phone and had a few messages from cheol and no calls.

"Fine, do what you wanna do?"
"You're cheating on me Chan right?"
"I shouldn't have given you my love at first."
"Do not comeback to my life"

I put my phone down and got ready to leave.
I came out to the hall to give guys my final send offs.
"Lili, I do not believe that you're cheating on hyung, You've loved him so much", Woozi said making me just nod with tears in my eyes.
"We're still gonna be friends right?", Joshua asked. I just smiled with my stuff in my hand.
"We wanna give you both some time, We'll be waiting", Jun said.
They all hugged me one by one and Helped me move my stuff to the taxi.

For one last time, I looked at Mingyu with 'please don't tell anyone' look and got onto the taxi.

"You'll be missed, we Love you", seungkwan said screaming as my taxi took off.