Random Gay Fics

A/N: The beginning sounds creepy af, but it's all good. They are dating, and are both roughly the same age. About 17 or so years of age, neither are legal adults yet... and I thought it'd make a good intro. 🙃

⚠️Trigger warning: eating disorder/ skipping meals/ purging⚠️

Stay safe

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Light filtered through the blinds, spilling over her bare back. I watch her sleep, and damn, she looks so peaceful. I brush a stray curl from her cheek, and she stirs slightly, a small sigh escaping her lips. I move, and the sheets fall from my chest, exposing my bare chest to the cold air of our room. I kiss her head softly before getting up and grabbing my clothes from the collective pile we made last night.

My mind fills with short bursts of sound and pictures of what happened last night. Gods, the sex last night was amazing, I think to myself. I pull on my clothes, give one last look at Jay, and walk to the main hall of our boarding school's dorm room.

"Tally! Try to keep it quieter next time. You're gonna give the younger ones nightmares!" I hear Jess's voice, followed by her squeaky laughter, from behind me. I turn and grin at her.

"Sorry, hon. I can't make those types of promises, because I dunno how much fun I'm gonna have," I say, jokingly. She slides her arm through the gap between my elbow and side, laughing once more.

"Alright, ya got me there," she says. "Headed to get food?" I laugh because we both know I don't eat breakfast.

"I'll grab a juice for me and a muffin or some shit for Jay," I say as we enter the cafeteria. I don't know why, but food doesn't seem that appetizing to me. It never really has, if I'm being honest, and I don't see the appeal. Sure, I still eat, however little I do, but I don't enjoy it.

When I get back to our room, juice, and muffin in hand, I see Jay sitting up in bed. She's wearing an oversized shirt and nothing else. She stretches and yawns, "Morning love. Did ya get me breakfast?"

I nod and move to hand the muffin to her, but she gets up, revealing her long, slender legs. There are marks on her legs, tiny bruises from last night. Images from last night flit behind my eyes; my mouth sucking and biting her legs, her moaning as I-

"Tally? Hey Tally!" I shake my head to clear my thoughts. "Sorry," I mumble, and Jay shakes her head.

"Don't apologize. Tell me what's going on in that pretty little head of yours?" She asks. I cough, startled by her question, and blush.

"Uhh... nothing much. Thinking of last night is all," I say as she steals a sip of my juice. "By the way, Jess says you gotta be quieter. 'Gonna give the kids nightmares' she said." That makes Jay spit out her juice. I laugh, then duck as she chucks part of her muffin at me. "Hey! Throw that at Jess, not me! I'm just the messenger!" I pout.

She grins. "Jess isn't here, you are. Now c'mere. You need to eat." She gestures for me to join her on the bed, and pops a piece of muffin into my mouth. I make a show of swallowing it, and that seems to make her satisfied. I scoop her up in my arms and place her on my lap, which makes her squeal slightly.

I laugh and kiss her neck. "You should get dressed. Classes start soon," I say after she's finished her muffin.

After she gets dressed and we head to class, I stop at the bathroom. "I've got to pee," I tell Jay. I open the nearest stall door and fall to my knees. I lean over the toilet bowl, stick my fingers down my throat, and empty the contents of my stomach into the bowl. Little food comes up, but I still feel better afterward.

Classes drag on, and by the end of the day, I'm so tired that I collapse on the bed face-first. I barely move when Jay straddles me on the bed. I haven't eaten all day, and my head hurts. I groan. "Jay, love, I love you, but get your heavy ass off me," I mumble into the pillow.

"What's that, hon? You need to stop kissing that pillow. I need attention too, ya know," she says, getting off me and curling up by my side. She kisses my neck and cheek softly. "When's the last time you ate?" She asks. I shrug, rolling over and curling up beside her.

"Does it matter? Still gonna be-" Jay shakes her head. "Talk like that never leads to good things."

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A/N: Again, apologies for the short ass chapter, but I've got another story in store, which will be posted very soon!