TXT ONE SHOTS|mostly yeonbin|open request

?the dark side? ? ~OT5

That make Soobin believes more that he ugly, that he's not worth it.

And when the members joke about him, that they cannot think of any strength about Soobin, it only make Soobin further believes that he's not good at every thing and that he shouldn't be debuting with his perfect members.

The way his members only messes with him, makes him believe that he's the only one left out.

And it hurts when they teases Soobin and leave him alone in the dorm and went out for dinner. When Soobin step out from his room and was about to ask the members where to have dinner, he's only greeted by a complete silent.

Later he receives a photo from his members, eating in a restaurant happily. They send the pic to Soobin just to tease him further. But Soobin's already breaking into tears.

These days before their comeback Soobin's already receiving so much stress and unhappiness. And now they tease him like this. It hurts even more that he's the only one get teased and left out. It hurts like hundreds of knives stabbing his heart.

He's the left out one, and it hurts so much. So much.

When the four were back to the dorm, they're only be greeted by an empty dorm.

"Hyung? Soobin Hyung?" Beomgyu ran into Soobin's room and saw odi sleeping on the leader's bed peacefully. Soobin's not in his room.

Kai searched all around the dorm and didn't find the leader anywhere.

Yeonjun started to grow worried. Soobin never leave the dorm without informing them. They're boyfriends, and it's weird for Soobin not to inform one of them before going out.

Taehyun took his phone out and massaged Soobin, but got no replies. Soobin probably shut his phone down. They got more worried as time passes by, and decided to go out and search for him.

At last, they found Soobin in a nearby park, crying.

"Hyung!" Beomgyu's the first one to rush to their leader and hugged him. "Why are you crying" Soobin can see the worry in the younger's eyes. He let out a hiccup and sobbed in Beomgyu's shoulders.

They brought Soobin back to the dorm.

Soobin looked awful. His face swollen and covered in tears, his eyes red and puff from all those cries. They wrapped him with blankets and Kai's plushies on bed, and hugged him tightly in their arms.

"I'm sorry, I'm so awful" Soobin choked out his word while tears are still flowing down his cheeks. "I'm such a burden. I shouldn't have debuted. I'm always the burden, I'm so bad at everything and I always disappointed you guys. I shouldn't have became an idol, I don't deserve you guys to be my members, I'm so bad at this" He bursted into tears and sobbed like an injured bunny, it hurts so much for the four to see their leader, as well as their boyfriend, being so hurt and sad.

"Hey! Why are you apologising!" Yeonjun shushed Soobin with a gentle kiss on the leader's lips.

"You're the best person I've ever met hyung, you always are so amazing" Kai rubbed circles on Soobin's back to comfort the older. "Don't ever say that again, you worth all the love in the world hyung, we loved you so much"

"And we're sorry... sorry for teasing you earlier, we should tell you to have dinner with us. Sorry." Beomgyu lowered his head in guilt, he's the one suggesting to tease the leader. "And I love you so much hyung, I always loved you."

Taehyun didn't use his words. Instead, he pulled Soobin on his lap and hugged the older tightly. He pressed a kiss on the older's tears soaking cheeks and smiled gently towards the sobbing male.

Soobin felt himself became more warm and comfy in the four's embrace. The love he's receiving, it means a lot for the sad boy. "I love you guys too" Soobin murmured in a small voice. "Thanks for loving me even though I'm so b-" "hey, you're the most reliable, cute, adorable and talented boyfriend I've ever had. So quit judging yourself as useless. You're way more than that" Yeonjun's calm words melted Soobin's heart. He felt loved. With a faint smile Soobin fell asleep in Taehyun's arms and the boys watched him peacefully sleeping.

They're grateful that the pain and sadness on the leader's face earlier had faded away and now it's replaced by a safe and blissful smile.

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Hi! I'm author nim! I'm sorry for the slow update and I also have some requests ongoing, but I was busy with my final test these days, and I think I'll not be able to update until 10/7. I'm so sorry about it😭