I Can't Stop Even If It's Wrong!!

TW: Mentions of Abuse and Bullying.

Harry's POV:

What. Is. Happening!? I was in the jeep, with Louis and his two very gay friends, on the way to a club, in the middle of the evening. What was any of them thinking taking me with them!? Hell, why was I actually here in the first place!?

I look over at Louis and he is sitting with me on the backseat but we are both seated far away from each other. Good, I think in my head. I don't want to be near him at all! Liam was driving and Zayn was doing nothing but smiling at Liam. It was quiet in the jeep but judging by the way Zayn and Liam were interacting, it was very loud.

They will not speak or touch each other but constantly smile, nod or laugh with each other as if they could hear what the other was thinking. To be honest, I found it cute, because that connection has to be pure...right? Like how magical it is to understand what the other wants just by looking at them. But i retracted my eyes from them and started looking out. I didn't wanna interrupt them. It felt like i was invading something special.

After a little arguing and then, finally using Google maps, we made it to the club. It seemed bright and fancy, from outside and inside. The space was filled with rich people, not just men but women also. There was a grand bar, serving drinks and snacks. Obviously there were games like pool and cards. It majorly felt like a casino but essentially it was a club because of the poles and how uncomfortable the guys and women dancing on it were making me. I shouldn't be here! Hell, none of us should be here! But seeing the way they were all smiling and enjoying the surroundings, i thought I am the only one who definitely should not be here.

"You okay Harry?" Zayn asked me.

"Umm...yeah, yeah am fine" I stuttered trying to sound comfortable.

"Let's find seats.." Liam urged us to move through the crowd towards the chair and tables arranged in a circular arrangement.

We all moved and sat down. After some time, Liam and Zayn moved to the dance floors. They were looking really happy and they were dancing so freely. It was actually funny for me. I couldn't stop laughing at them. For a moment, I felt like maybe i can enjoy here.

It would have been fine, it was going fine, until a girl, who Louis knew, obviously, walked over to our table and flirted with Louis. He was smiling and flirting back like an idiot. And after a while he actually left with her. I don't know what was happening but I felt like a punch on my chest when he left with her. Not that i wanted his company or anything or the fact that crowded places make me uneasy, but still, I would have liked someone sitting with me. After sometime, Zayn came upto me all sweaty and panting from the dancing.

"Where's Louis?" He asked looking around.

"He left with some girl.." i say trying to not sound angry or jealous.

"And he left u alone!? Jesus Louis!" Zayn sighed at his friends' complete lack of mannerisms. For once i agree with you Zayn. Ur friend indeed is a jerk and I hate him.

Liam comes in with three water bottles for all of us and then they start talking to me and to each other. We talk about various things. They ask me about my previous school, friends, college and what not. They even ask me about the girls i have dated. They were sweet really, but i assured them that they don't need to ask me about how many girls i have dated because that topic was obviously weird to talk about with someone you are not exactly friends with. But i liked they took their time and actually talked to me. After a moment, Liam finally asks me who exactly was the girl Louis left with and i told him the name i had heard Louis say.

"Some girl named Vallery" I said casually.

"Vallery? Shit! No! It can't be her, can it?" Zayn looked at Liam in horror.