Vanessas POV
Ever since dinner I've been feeling bad. This was a part of my life where I'm supposed to be happy where I'm supposed to throw out the toxic and make room for the blessings. Grayson is a blessing right?
He picked me up from the lowest part of my life.
XxFLASHBACKxX
I sobbed at the back of a bar like no other. I felt my head getting dizzy and my stomach starting to hurt from all the deep breaths.
How could he?? I thought
I loved him when he didn't love himself. I was there for him when nobody else was and he was supposed to be there for me.
I didn't know where I was going to sleep tonight. From all the travelling and moving my car was almost at E.
I put my head in my hands.
What did I do that made him run away. For the life of me I couldn't figure it out. Was I ugly? Was I not enough? Was it because I could never get pregnant?
I heard a bottle clink on the other side of the glass table.
I looked up and Grayson was there.
"May I take this seat?" He smiled
"S-sure" I spoke horsely.
"It's been a while since I've seen you. " He smirked "still beautiful as ever even with your sad eyes."
"Sad eyes?" I asked, wiping them with my sleeves.
"Your eyes have always been beautiful...but sad. They're so dark you'd think you carry many secrets but so big you can't look away because your mesmerized"
I chuckled.
"I shouldn't be hitting on you like this" he laughed taking a sip of his beer. "Not when you're Ethans."
"I'm..not" I spoke softly. I never thought I'd see the day where I wasn't his. He was my first everything..
"Vanessa." Grayson spoke "Do you want to sleep over for the night?"
I starred at him. Not knowing his intentions.
"Not to do anything sexual but I'm assuming you have nowhere to stay so-"
"Yes" I spoke "thank you"
I finally looked up in his eyes. Eye to eye we were looking at each other. It felt like a lifetime but we couldn't look away.
"Nessa" he spoke "I think for the first time your sad eyes...don't look so sad."
XxEND OF FLASHBACKxX
I stirred my coffee with my spoon.
"Yes"I thought "Grayson was a blessing"
But then again if he's such a blessing why do I still feel like shit.
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