Demons (Dsmp x Nezuko!Reader

I uhm, I didn't really get to say much on the other one about his passing.. Um

He.. Had played a very.. Very important role in my life and I.. I just couldn't really believe it

Uh, yes I was healing myself for this past few weeks rewatching his streams and videos that I will always find comfort in

And then the next day.. Which is today, I found him.. Not here anymore

And.. Iam proud to say the least, iam proud that he reached 10 mil before his passing

I just want to say, his passing didn't just heavyweight the dsmp member's shoulders but it weights us fans and.. Viewers to

I just want to say, your not alone facing this.. Mourning him I just want to say, with or without him your still worth it

He was here making people smile and cried out of happiness, and he is doing the same thing.. This time we couldn't really see him

I know how you guys feel, and I just want to hug you guys with a crushing hug
And then proceeded to Pat you guys head while saying

'It's ok.. Everything is fine,if He got it in his calculation, then you do to.. Everything is going to be fine, Your just the same as you are with or without him'

But really I've never felt so far away from him now, I've cried from the moment I woke up in the morning

He changed my view in mortality and the beauty of this cruel world, because if you think about it.. He wouldn't want you to be sad now will he?

The stage 4 was a slim hope for all of us, but yet we still believe he fought it off

He didn't lost, but it was a draw

You guys are all amazing people for supporting him, and holding a high hope for him, and your guys are just.. Basically amazing

And uh, I don't know how to continue this story after knowing that, but but, I didn't said I discontinued it

After all I gotta finish what I started and I won't stop

Technoblade will forever be in our hearts even if it means being far away
Sometimes, life meant something, but whyd ya gotta take the good ones-

I gotta say, as the beliefs in Christianity.

God did him fucking dirty

But.. Again I respect and always will

My respect for Techno is just- more then anything, and I say the same to my story viewers

I love you guys so much, and this had been the most heartbreaking news, and I just want to say, iam a free person to rant to

Even if I am facing my own problems, if you guys needed a shoulder then I won't mind
Your just as important

How long was it I held it in? A year haha, Iam so proud of myself rn, I can't even see the scars anymore

And for the ones that is suffering like me, you guys can stop to

It was tempting at first, but then I was starting to get used to it, knowing nothing is ever good about it

I've said what I've said

Technoblade.. Or alex, thank you so much for being here with us, we will never take a second with you granted

We wish to cherish your memorable memories forever in our hearts, and may our love flow through you from down here

We went from the stage of denial, to grief and mourn of your passing
We wished the best for you, and WILL Always think of your channel as a home to run to

Thank you for your best time, even if it was for a short while

And non-respectfully fuck cancer

Technoblade out

o7 It was a pog years with you, thank you and fly high mate