Why Can't We Be Normal?

Tori's POV:

Shit I got to get ready for tonight, Cat, Jade, and I are coming over later to watch some movies and I also have to find someone to fund Jades play, Wait a minute I can find it but have it as anonymous!! That's brilliant Tor- my thinking was interrupted by Trina knocking on my door asking if she could borrow my cherry lipgloss because she was going on a date. I hand the lipgloss to her and she asks, "What's wrong Tori, you look like somethings bothering you?", "Trina I don't know how to tell you this but I think I have a crush on Jade.." I say in a worrisome voice thinking that Trina would get mad. "Tori it's kinda obvious, you blush when you are around her and not to mention you had a crush on Katy Perry and you used to scream I Kissed A Girl on the top of your lungs so I kind of figured it out by now." "Oh shit" I say kind of giggling like a little girl. Trina bolts out of my room after looking at the time. "LOVE YOU TORIIII" she yells while running out of the door. I take a look at the time and see that it's 8:00 pm, Jade and Cat are supposed to be here in 15 minutes. I go downstairs and make some popcorn. After the popcorn is done cooking I put it in a bowl and go upstairs to get changed. I change into a purple shirt with a black sweater and black jeans. I'm too tired to put in my contacts and curl my hair. I go downstairs again and then I hear the doorbell ring, I open the door to see Jade here 10 minutes early but crying, "Jade what's wrong??" I ask concerned, "a person- a person" Jade says in a panic way, "breathe Jade" I say to calm her down, "Someone was kissing Beck, she said her name was Zoey Brooks and that she was Becks Girlfriend. He- he was cheating on me.." The realization hit me. Zoey Brooks?! From PCA?! I thought she was in London "Tori, Tori, Tori" I hear Jade calling me. "Oh yeah sorry. Zoey brooks was an old classmate of mine who went to the same school I did. PCA, she was supposed to be in London but I guess she had other plans. But Jade don't worry I'll stay as long as you need me to."
Jades POV:
I can't get the fact that Beck was cheating on me. Why. He promised me he wouldn't. But I don't want to deal with it anymore so I pull out my pear phone and I break up with Beck. Tori was sitting next to me while I was typing the message and she wanted to console me (A/N console means comfort) but she didn't want to cross any boundaries. Man I respect her for that. I suddenly snap and I start sobbing. Tori also breaks and just hugs me until I push her away. She says "Jade. I hope you know I'm always here for you. Until I die. I promise. Cross my heart hope to die." "Th-thank- thank you Tori" I manage to choke out and then I just hug her until I stop crying and I feel like I'm about to pass out. I broke apart from Tori's grasp and then I feel my body going numb and I pass out. I cannot die before I tell Tori how I feel. The next thing I remember is waking up in a hospital and someone crying at my bed holding my hand. "Jade I was so worried about you." She says her voice cracking. She looks like she's been crying.
Tori's POV:
Jade and I broke apart from our hug and she just falls to the ground. I rush to call an ambulance and they take her away. I don't wanna lose her before I confess my feelings to her. I don't have my license yet, but that doesn't stop me from driving to the hospital like someone is in labor (A/N bad joke but I felt like it would explain how she's driving) I arrive and I say my name and patient who I'm here to see. The doctor said, "She's not awake but we are looking at lack of food and water, did you know anything about this?" He asks, "No" I state trying not to cry. I rush into Jade's room when the doctor says that I can. "J-Jade please wake up. I need you. I know you hate me. I know that I don't have a chance with being friends with you. But just know that I need you and I really appreciate you." I say with tears flowing down my cheeks. "Please wake up.." I say still crying. Im thinking to myself I really want to tell her how I feel but I don't want to ruin the chance of us being friends. "Tori" I hear Jade mumble. "Jade. It's okay I'm here for you. Always be here." I say "Tori I know that you may think that I'm crazy or on laughing gas or anesthesia but I'm not, and I have feelings for you like I like like you. Not just as a friend. I was such a gank because you are just so perfect and I was jealous. The first moment I saw you it felt like my heart just stopped because you were so beautiful and you are so caring, sweet, extremely talented. I was jealous because you just got in after one performance and immediately had friends while I worked my butt off to get into this school. But after seeing you perform it felt like you belong at this school. I completely would respect the Decision you'd make if you wouldn't want to be friends with me anymore.." Jade says. "Jade, I thought you just hated me. I really liked you and Trina told me that I make it obvious and I'm so sorry for this. I like you back, but I never had feelings for a girl- well that's a lie I had a crush on Katy Perry but I thought it was teenage hormones at first." "You don't know how glad I am to hear you say this." I say trying not to cry from happiness. "When do you get discharged?" I ask her. The doctor was right behind me when I asked that and he said "Hi my name is Dr. Grey I'm Jades doctor. We are going to keep her here for 24 hours for observation." The doctor says, "you can go home and get some sleep or you could sleep here if you want." "I'll stay here tonight" I say very confidently. It was around 6:30 pm and Jade and I were talking about my past about how I knew Zoey and I explained to her that I went by a different name because I was acting the first time I got there. I explained to her what I did on the first day of being at PCA. "I remember acting like I was talking to the dead and I dressed all up in black with a crazy white wig. It was so crazy. The next day I was acting like I was piercing my tongue and they freaked out soo much." I say laughing. "Why would Zoey be here?" She asks me, "I don't know Jade." "People can find anyone nowadays. Maybe she was looking for me. If you really think about it I looked almost the exact same as I do now and she could be trying to find me, but found Beck instead. But really I don't know." "You did the right thing Jade. You shouldn't date someone who cheats on you." Why would Beck cheat on her?? She's literally perfect. She has walls built up around her but once you see past that she's a very lovable person I think to myself. I will never know will I? Jade tells me it's time to get some sleep because it has been a long day. I wake up to Jade calling my name. I ask her what she needs and she asks if I want to go to my house after she gets discharged so we could spend the day together watching movies. I agree to that. Dr. Grey walks in the room and hands Jade the discharge papers she signs them and packs up her stuff.
Jades POV:
I asked Tori if she wants to hang out at her place considering my parents are not having the best time with me and I don't want her to go through that. I want to kiss those sexy lips of hers- I shouldn't be thinking of that. Even though she admitted her feelings to me and I admitted mine to her I shouldn't rush anything I don't want to freak her out.. I just shrug my thoughts off. I'm so excited to spend some time with her.