Does He Even Know I Exist?

"Bro you're down bad in love."

Maybe Tom's right, fuck it, it's not even maybe anymore, Tom's completely correct. I am down bad in love with a girl I just met.

"Well the term love is a bit too much and too quick, maybe like?"

"Are you sure bro?"

"I don't know Tom, I don't know."

"Alr, we'll see how this goes and then I'll tell you if it's love or like."

I nod and we decide to stop thinking about that.

"Hey let's watch a movie," Tom said.

"What movie ?"

"Marvel marathon!!!!!"

"Oh. My. God." I roll my eyes at the excited Thomas Maubant.

"Chronological order!"

Tom opened Disney+ and clicked on Captain America: The First Avenger.

VALÉRIE POV:

Holy shit.

It's 1:50 AM now.

I'm just so tired, I'm really not looking forward to anything other than taking a bath and going to sleep.

So as soon as I arrive, I did that and went to bed.

(Jumpskip to the afternoon)

What. The. Fuck.

I open my eyes and I look at the clock. It's 1PM, I skipped both breakfast and lunch. Just great.

I stayed in bed and took another 15 minutes of sleep.

I decide to get up after deciding on what I should do today.

I take a bath and change into a black shirt with sweats.

I open my laptop to check my email and next month I'm going to start filming with Marvel again.

I decide to watch youtube as I eat my breakfast.

Suddenly it gets to me what Franky said... Fabio likes me. Fabio Quartararo likes me.

Holy fucking hell, I don't even know what to do with that information.

I finish my breakfast, cleaned up and I continue watching youtube.

The video paused and I get a video call from Franky.

"Ciao, Franky!"

"Ciao, Val! How are you?"

"I'm good. I just can't stop thinking about what you said the other day."

"Look, don't think anything of it, just chill and let him do the work, okay?"

"Okay, but I'm having a bit of doubts now."

"Don't worry Val. Hey look, I have to go because I have a meeting but I'll talk to you later, okay?"

"Okay, bye"

"Ciao!"

You know what, I should go out, I shouldn't bee staying at home over thinking things that might not even happen. I should just face the reality and wait for what's about to come.