Trashed and Scattered~Adopted by Jared Padalecki (BOOK |)

(For some reason the songs aren't showing so the song that matches with this chapter is 'wicked ways' by Five Finger Death Punch)

Okay, my name's Sam, or my preferred name. Brown hair, blue eyes, 5'3, 12, non binary, I get barked at and laughed at because I'm "emo", I think I'm grunge, or alternative. Speaking of...

Some girl was barking at me as I walked to the busses alone, not really alone because the whole middle school was around, I didn't recognize her voice. I sighed and turned around to see who it was, oh, Liam's sister with Liam not to far from her. Also Evelyn was walking with him and holding back laughter.

I turned around and walked a bit faster. The first time this happened was in the middle of 6th grade, I said Evelyn threw the cereal all over the room, I'm a brutally honest person and I don't like her. After school walking to the busses her and her "gang" or whatever you want to call it, barked at me. Also said "are you autistic or something?".

Then a few months later I slapped her, totally on accident because be were playing capture the flag and we had to tag each other, she dove as I tried to get her shoulder but then I slaped her forehead. I found it funny soon after Jimmy said she had a big forehead so it wasn't hard to miss. She also bit me before I slaped her, soooo, karma for everything she did?

The rest of the day, P.E was first hour, a lot of people asked me shit. Before science, of course the teacher is never there for the first few minutes, Bri wouldn't stop asking why I did it. I ignored her, so Bella put her fingers in my face and began to snap them. "Hey! Why did you do it?"

I was very tempted to bite her fingers.

And they said going back to school was fun.

I adjusted my backpack strap around my shoulder so I didn't need to hold onto it. I took my phone from my pants and began to distract myself by reading about Jared Padalecki's new post about his energy drink or whatever it is. Energy powder.

My buss' door opened and I stepped up into the heat of hell. Why can't it be winter?

Oh, yeah, this other girl I kinda liked told me to kill myself, also said it was a joke. I got a dead sister because of that reason, it's not a joke, not a joke at all.

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My older sister and brother got to the ranch styled house first and raced off to their rooms, my sister and I share a room so our room, my mom stood in the kitchen, looking pretty pissed. I turned off System of a Down on my phone and powered down my Bluetooth headphones.

"Hey." She didn't say anything. "Okay...good talk."

"Give me your phone."

"Why?" I asked slowly.

"You're grounded."

"Why?" I said louder.

"I know you tell your brother all the things me and your father say." She held her hand out."phone."

I shut it down and slaped it into her hand. She walked away, not without poking her foot on wood that came off the uncoverd plywood floor.

No, my music, my therapy.... I laughed at my own thoughts, fuck my Musica is gone.

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The next day I told my best friend,Max, that my mom took my phone.

"Allright, I'm probably not gonna message you anyways."

"My Jared Padalecki fics..." I began to fake cry. "My screaming music....MY JARED. MY SAMMY."