Nafs

"The British began to gain political power in India during the second half of the eighteenth century, with Lord Dalhousie becoming Governor-General of the country in 1848. India became part of the British Empire in 1858 and the start of the British Raj - rule by the British crown....." professor in his mid 40's was discussing history chapter but his eyes fell on the girl who was just looking at the board showing she was listening but teacher was teacher he instantly knows that student was zoned out.

He put the book the marker on table and adjusted his specs.. "yes Akshita stand up from your seat..". Professor said pointing towards girl gaining other students attention.

Listening professors voice akshita's trance she got startled and stand up jerking her hand on her book throwing it down looking at her ,Her friend shook her head and picked the book putting it on desk.

"Ye...yes sir...?" She asked fully nervous she was not person who like much attention.
After her professor called her name whole class was looking at her expecting some drama in class today.

"Yes Akshita , tell me what part of the chapter in I am on and what was I discussing now..." he asked folding his arms on chest glaring at her.

"Sir....vo....ummmm..." she looked down feeling embarrassed fidgeting with her fingers.

"If you guys can't be serious, you won't be present in class mentally, then what is the use of me teaching so hard..." her professor asked scolding her.

"So...sorry sir.." she apologise looking down sweat was formed on her forehead.
Her professor shook his head adjusted his spectacles.

"Sorry...bss ek yhi word hai tum logo ke paas aaj meine tolerate krlia....aage se nhi krugaa...aap sbb bhi he attentive in my class...tum log chote bche nhi ho college ke students ho..." his professor told looking at whole class students bend down their heads.

(Sorry...this is the only word you guys have...I will not tolerate this type of behaviour from next time...and you guys also be attentive in my class...you all are college students not small children.)

Before her professor could something else bell rang he took his thing from table and left.

Akshita sit down looking around towards students if they are laughing at her or not but everyone was busy with their talks.

Her friend anisha pull her down "kya tu pagal hai dhyan kahan tha tera..?" She asked her who gave her a look and turn her face to other side.

"Mein kya karoon smjh hi nhi aa rha tha kuch pehle meine concentration se sunne ki koshish ki....kuch nhi pta chla phir mera dhyan khin aur chla gya..." she explained putting her history book in her bag took out some paper notes of english because next lecture was of english and she was very happy from inside.

(I was not able to understand what can i do in this...first I tried to listen with concentration and understand but didn't get anything in my mind then my attention went somewhere else...")

"Hmmm...pta hai mujhe tera dhyan kahan gya hoga.....bss kr yaar...."  Anisha said pulling her forearm to face her.

(Hmm..i know where your attention went...just stop it buddy)

"Tu chup kr anisha...mein koi pagal nhi hun har waqt uske baare mein sochu....aur tu kaise keh rhi hai bss kru.....teri wjah se hi toh sbb shuru hua hai..."  she told her pulling her arms our from anisha's hold.

(You shut up anisha...i'm not insane that all the time i will think about him....and how can you say that i should stop it..when all this has been started because of you.)

After sometime commerce students starts coming in their class because it's english's lecture it was combined lecture for arts and commerce students.
And she feel happy because of this.