Don't Judge Me

What Am I suppose to do if I see my enemy.

Especially if that person is in my family.

No one knows how much I hate them.

How angry I get everyday I spend with them.

I've tried ignoring them.

I've tried telling them to go away.

Every word they speak makes me want to punch them in the face.

I'm losing my patience,  my love and grace.

Please get this person out of my face.

A narcissistic liar and a fake.

You fooled my parents but not me.

I can sense crap from a mile away.

And I sense evil even in its perfect shape.

God help me and clear the way.

I don't now how to deal, but be my witness and expose this treacherous seed.

A creation from the devil from which I can see.

Always about them,  but when something's wrong its me.

God please help me.

Reward me for the hardship of this person.

Relieve me from being unhappy.

Most of you may think this is mean.

And I should love whoever is in my family.

I know I should,  and trust me I want to.

But you are not in my situation.

So you can't see.

The feeling I get when this person is around me.

I'm not happy,  because they are a liar

Getting as far away is what I desire.

Knowing the truth has its glories.

But others not knowing can be truly lonely.

But I keep living even though it is hard.

And trust that I will do my part.

In being a bigger person, as I said from the start.