Stories of You

抖阴社区rs note: Well I've wrote a short book about Steve /OC/ Eddie so why not write a one shot where it's Eddie that's left this time instead?

EDDIES POV.

Y/N and I decided to go to a party together, a night out to have some fun that ended in everything I didn't expect. We've been together over a year and yet she left with Steve the jackass Harrington.

Y/N didn't even bother to tell me, say anything to me at all.. they just left. Where do I go tonight? We've spent nearly every night together the past year.. that was all gone in the snap of a finger.

This can't be happening to me. How could this be happening to me? Where did I go wrong? Am I not worth the truth?

Y/N has been saying for a while now that there's too many issues in our relationship, issues I must be blind too because I thought things were going fine.

She would blame it on me, on small insignificant things that shouldn't even be a thought. I tried to change those things, fix whatever I fucked up but.. I began to realize I was never the problem. I was just easier to blame.

Y/N is my first love.. she left me like I was nothing. I didn't even understand what was happening, standing there like an idiot at the party trying to find her only to be told by friends that she left with Steve. Why was I the last to know?

I guess that's how much I mean to them, how much I'm worth. Bottom of the barrel, fuck all.

I can't wrap my head around it.. How you can spend so much time with someone just for them to throw it all away like it never meant a single thing to them.

Maybe this whole time I was an idiot, hanging on to any thread I could grab on to.. I don't know.

I don't fucking know.

Now I'm left sitting on the curb on some dead end street not knowing what the hell to do, what the hell I did.

I.. fuck I can't even think.

My hearts beating a mile a minute, torn between finding y/n and asking for an explanation or finding Steve and beating the living hell out of him.

Why couldn't she just tell me what the actual fucking issue was? This whole time I've been thinking it was me, that I was the fucking problem but no.. no clearly it was much deeper than me and I wasn't good enough to fix whatever problems she has.

Problems that lead to this.

You know what. Fuck her. Fuck our relationship, If I'm that easy to leave.. especially for some one I never expected than they can both rot in hell.

This is my worst love.

I doubt they'll last long.. whatever hang ups she has runs far deeper than me.. than Steve. She will be leaving him just like she did me, he's just another pawn in her game but first.. she will destroy him like she did me.

It's better than thinking I'm a worthless piece of shit all the time, running around like a chicken with my head cut off trying to please her.. to make her happy.

Slowly torn down day in and day out, exhausted from being berated.. from not being enough no matter what I do.

This was my worst love.
He'll be the first to go
And when she leaves him for dead,
he'll be the last to know.