Begum jaan ( small story)

Amar made Akram sit besides him, "let me tell you this, when I was at your age that is when I am studying in 10th, their was a girl named Anjali, she was so beautiful and attractive, her smile was contagious, I was like moth to flame always followed her either with eyes or me, I was so deep into her, once I even had fight with a boy who just asked her some book, that posessive I was"
"Then what happened?"
"What happened?" He laughed "my school completed I forgot about her, untill I met your chachi I felt same with somany girls but when I met your chachi I understood, the feeling of love is different, we will be never posessive about the one whom we love why you know?"
"Why?"
"We trust her, we know in our bones that she is only ours, chachi is only mine so why should be possessive? Even if she laughs go out or play with them she only loves me so why should be insecure and possessiveness? Did you ever felt that your ammi is to be only yours as you felt for Noor?"
"No"
"Why?"
"She is my ammi"
"That's what it is, if Noor is yours no one can snatch and if she is not yours then you can't posses her"
Akram didn't like second sentence but he gulped it hard, he understood.
"How to know she is mine or not?"
"Make her feel it, you play with her, treat her good, give her time make her laugh and smile"
Akram listens carefully.

From then on, Akram changed, he is spending more time with her, he keeps her with him in basketball practice, he brings snacks to her daily, he checks her books and homework, he treats her like she is only one for him. She is too naive to see his emotions as she is young still,

Years passed now Ameeda is in prime age, she just completed her PG, family is searching for best match for her. Akram joined college, he is now little matured, he grown really tall, handsome, strong most importantly very attractive. Every girl in Ahmedabad knows him, they started drooling on him.

Noor classmates too drool on him. Noor is now in eighth standard, Akram daily comes to school to drop her and pick her up, he never let her go anywhere alone. He encourages her to join in many programs happens in school, she is good at talking so he made her do school radio anchoring, he daily make a topic for her to talk, he even writes about it too. She will just read it in her style. She is now popular in school with her radio program. She is very happy.

Today she is bit nervous, Akram came to pick her, she is nervous he frown "what happened?"
"Nothing bhai" she is sweating her palm.
"Noor!" She knows this tone it's final warning, she with shivering hands gave him a paper. Akram frowned

"Akram,
I daily admire you, your smile makes my day, your attitude kills me, that smirk can make me drown in hell, I daily dream about you, everyone are laughing at me, can't be more considerate to me and make me less miserable? Can't you be gentle and accept me as yours
Your only yours "

Akram frown deepened, he looked at Noor, she is stressed closed her eyes in horror
"Noor what is this?" He asked sweetly
"Bhai please please don't be angry, please I beg you"
Akram heart rate increased, he don't know what he is expecting and react. He is desperate but that doesn't mean she too.
"Bhai she forced me, she gave me your kasam, Allah kasam bhai I refused many times but she forced me" Noor is balbaring

Akram heart broke, his hopes and his dreams shattered. He tore the letter, Noor mouth opened in shock, "bhai you tore it?"
"Noor if again you bring any such letter to me of someone else you will see my death, you are not some broker, and if anyone say that they like me or sees at me like such you will fight with them, don't I beat boys who even looks at you? Can't you do same? Can't you protect me?"
"You are so handsome how can girls stop themselves? Each girl in school drool on you"
"Am i a meat to them? It's hurts Noor really hurts when you bring such thing when will you understand?" He groaned in pain "I am disappointed in you" he started bike and drove fast than usual. Noor is sad.