Breaking point

Bonjour ! So someone asked in a comment if y/n could "break" Levi for real and I thought it would be better to see it from Levi's POV then. I don't really know if I answered to the resquest right ahah yall tell me.
However, this mini jealousy plot at the begining it's not my idea, it come from the Levi ff "The carnivore" by CaptainDegenerate on ao3 !!
Hope your horny ass like it <3
Bisous bisous 💐💐

Since her car was in the garage for reparation, I drove her to her office this morning and I'll drive her back tonight. I told this stupid brat to get it check a month ago but she can't listen to anything and push it away with a " it's a problem for the future me."
I was waiting in the entrance of the unnecessary big building, and I heard a stupid cute laugh from the stairs but when I turned to look at her, she was laughing with a man. Who's that fucking piece of shit? He even touched her arm while laughing back and I just wanted to jump and break his neck right there.
I try to stay calm but couldn't help to glare at him as if my eyes could kick the shit out of him for me and when his gaze find mine, he whispered something to her before going back. What the fuck ?

" Hi" she says cheerfully but my eyes were glued to that man. "Levi?" she snapped me back "are you okay ?" I don't feel like talking right now, I'll let myself calm a bit before.
"Yeah, yeah long day" I mutter before heading to the car.
The car drive was tensed, and I knew she felt it because she couldn't stop talking for a single second, that's what she does whenever she feels me tense.
I was doing my best but couldn't help it. I was seeing how she was laughing with him and how he touched her. He was younger than me, that's sure. The kind of guy that everybody like because of his social skills, can't tell the same about me. I overthink it over and over all the way home, my brain was fuming with jealousy and something else that I didn't quite understand.

When we arrived, I head to the shower, but she didn't follow me, I know she's giving me time to gather whatever is on my minds. That's one of the reasons it's working so well with her, she just understands everything in me.
I was about to do the stupidest thing in my entire life, but I needed to make thing clear.

My favorite tea was on the leaving room table as she arrives in the room. I sit down and thanks her for the tea.
I clear my throat.

« Listen, I love you and I know that you love me but...I just want you to be the happiest that you can be and maybe that's not with me... »

« What? » I see the worry rushing thru her eyes.

"Don't get me wrong, losing you is the last thing I want but if that's mean you'll be with someone that suits you more then I'll accept it »

« What the hell, are you even listening to yourself right now? Where this even come from?" My bad, that was not worries, but anger and then I saw when it clicked in her minds.
"Is that because of my colleague Alex earlier ?? » and at that I looked away.

« Oh my fucking god it is. You know what Levi, I'll be nice and give you one chance to save your ass right now and do as we never had this discussion » I know that I'm fucked but I don't care.

« No I can't do as if nothing happened, I'm being serious right now y/n » I say, voice more pained that I intend to. Fuck.

« Ok, ok... » she calms down instantly.

« Levi, baby look at me » I'm sit on the couch, gaze on the ground before looking up at her stand stature before me.

She takes my hands in hers before squatting between my legs.

« There is absolutely nobody on this planet than I want to be with but you. If it's not you, it'll be no one else Levi. It's you that make me the happiest I can be, you and you only. Why would you doubt that a single second? » Her expression and voice were soft, as if she was scared to make me shatter in pieces if she was not.