random Oneshots About SCP-035XSCP-049 just Because

~~Black's POV~~

"please don't leave me.." I said as I stared at the person who I had started falling in love with in these past few months, laying motionless on a bed I had put him on 5 days ago. "I love you...please.." I begged for him to come back, to hug me and tell me he won't ever leave me. But nothing and no one answered. The only sound was my sobs and occasional speaking, trying anything that would make him reanimate. Anything. Of course I haven't tried one thing but it was way to dangerous. With my head on my arms, which were on the bed thanks to being on my knees, I heard someone open the door. "Black?.." I heard my twins voice, I didn't wish to talk to anyone so I didn't answer. "You can't stay in here forever..." he said, coming over to me and putting his hand on my shoulder. I shrugged it off and lifted my head to stare at him, "and why not?" I said holding back the urge to scream at him to leave and let all of my anger and sadness out on him, but I knew I couldn't, I wouldn't do that. "you'll waste away in here. Please you've been in here for like 4 or 5 days" He said, his usual never moving smile appeared a frown. "Then let me waste away. I already failed to protect the only one I loved and ever will love...I failed everyone.." I said, letting my head hang down again. He sat next to me and hugged me, normally I would push him away and tell him to back off but I was upset...and he was my brother, it felt different...it felt almost comforting...I hugged him back and started to cry again. "You know there is a way..." I shook my head. "No. Never. Way to dangerous." I said, even thinking of the idea it wouldn't work made me feel worse. "I'm not going to force you, it was just an option..." he told me, while patting my head. "At least come out and let white and yellow see you, maybe the fresh air can do you good." I hesitated but took his hand, he had outstretched in front of me, and got up. As we went out I started to regret allowing him to convince me. There were people around, normally I'm very much a people person but with everything that has happened in the past 5 days I am definitely not at the moment. Of course I was led through the crowd over to my two other brothers, I didn't even have to try to keep my tragedy face on. "How's everything going along?.." White asked me. I didn't answer and looked down. I didn't feel like talking. Why did I allow Red to drag me out here...I want to be back with Vi...my one love...the person who has been by my side for years...I started reminiscing on old memories until yellow snapped me out of it by lightly smacking my shoulder. "Black, maybe you should go lay down. I know since we are creations we don't need sleep but this grief and trying to find what might work to bring Vro back is going to be damaging if you don't take a break." He said. I just nodded and left. Of course I didn't go to my own room, if I was to sleep I would much rather it be with Vi. I opened the door, not bothering to knock, and went to the side of the bed. I felt his forehead, it was cold...reminding me that he's truly gone. I sat beside him and tried to hold back more tears. I keep asking myself the same questions. Over. And. Over. "Why was he taken from me?..." I said again. I got up and went over to his desk. The place he spent so much time. of course I was normally in here with him as well when I wasn't doing anything for the king, joking and having fun. I banged my fist on the desk, sending loose papers and pens flying to the floor. "Vi..." I said, holding back the urge to run over to him and hug him tight, never to let go...but he was gone...I seen it happen... "IT'S SO UNFAIR!" I screamed and ran my hands along the desk, spraying the floor with everything. I held the desks edges and sat down, putting my head in my hands. ~Vi...please come back to me...~ I thought. Maybe I could try it...but what if it doesn't work and I really kill him for good?... it's the only thing left to do. I got up and went over to the bed and sat on it again. I took myself off my host, making it fall, and I was now on Viro. I started to make myself, and Viro, breathe and soon I wasn't the one breathing. "Vi??" I said changing to comedy for the first time in a while. "What happened? And why are you on me?" He asked. "Oh right you can put me back on my host now, but you got hurt and not even you could stop yourself from dying..." I explained as he took me off him and back onto my original host. I got up and hugged him, of course making sure it wasn't uncomfortable but also tight enough to give me a comfort. A comfort of knowing he'll never leave me again. "How long have you been staying with me? And how long ago did this happen?" He questioned, I doubt I could tell him that I haven't left the room, or that I haven't slept or anything since it happened but I could tell him when it did. "It was 5 or so days ago I think" I said. "And how long have you stayed here?" He asked once again. I hesitated. "...since it happened.." I mumbled, half ashamed. "Have you been outside at all? Have you slept??" He was starting to sound worried now...I couldn't lie to him...I never could...so I shook my head, not meeting his stare. No matter how much I wanted to stare into the bright blue eyes I have fallen in love with, I didn't let myself. "Then you need to sleep." He said moving over, closer to the wall. We have slept in the same bed before when I had to drag him away from his work before he passed out at his desk. so it wasn't weird for us, even if we aren't dating. of course I wanted to start but it wouldn't happen so I had to deal with it. I sat next to him and hugged him once more, "thank you Vi..." I clearly wanted to say something, and that thing was 'I love you', but since I didn't say anymore Viro didn't push it. "Your welcome. now, get some sleep." He said to me, his voice betraying the smile he was trying to hide. We both laid down again and soon he fell asleep, I was waiting for him to so I could hug him and fall asleep like that to blame it on moving in my sleep. soon after I let the darkness of rest consume me, comforted by the warmth of Vi beside me, thankful that he was back. No more bad dreams, no more worries, just warmth and comfort.