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Chapter 11 ( true feelings )

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Ezra-

Everything was perfect, the lights, tables, stage it was all so beautiful! There was just one thing ruining it.

Currently, I'm sitting at a table..all alone. While Dominic is chatting it up with some ken doll look alike.

Is it wrong that I'm jealous?

Of Course not!

He says I can't see my friends until I'm mated to him but he can flirt with other people!?

I huff and look away as Dominic laughs at another lame joke.

As if sensing my distress dom says his goodbyes promising to 'ketch up later' and walks over to me.

" Why are you scowling? "

I turn my head giving him the silent treatment and study a fascinatingly interesting plant.

" Are you ignoring me "

I'm not ignoring you I'm just not talking to you.

Isn't that the same thing?

Oh shut it you, you can't seriously agree with this bullcrap.

I don't but maybe it isn't what it looked like

What it looked like was our mate was flirting with another dude right in front of us.

I sigh as I feel sadness wash over me. Great just what I needed a headache and a depressed wolf.

" Ezra stop ignoring me "

He grabs my face forcing me to look at him and captures my eyes in that cold stare of his.

He gives me a look and I roll my eyes

" Oh no please don't let me ruin the fun you and ken doll over there are having "

I nod my head in the direction of said ken doll and cross my arms over my chest.

He just raises a brow and stares more intensely.

" Are you...jealous? "

" Well how could I not be when you're over there acting like he's funnier than Kevin heart

I scoff and slap his hand off my face.

" He's just an old friend there's no need for you to be jealous"

" It's not even about that! What I don't get is how you can touch and be all over other people when I can't even have a conversation with my friends for like five minutes! "

He shakes his head and looks around.

" Calm down you're making a scene, we can talk about this at home "

He pinches the bridge of his nose and I cross my arms feeling my face burn in rage.

" And to answer your statement I am allowed to touch others as I am the 'alpha' for you it's different "

" Why is it different!? Your unmated as well! "

" You know what nevermind "

He dismissively waves his hand and that honestly pissed me the fuck off.

" Fuck you, Dominic! "

I get up and storm off not giving a shit if people are watching me. Who the hell does he think he is!?

Yeah okay so he's the 'alpha' but I'm his mate! He should respect me and yet all he does is sit there and wave me off like I'm nothing.

I go to his car and open the door getting in and making sure to slam it.

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It's been a good ten minutes since I stormed off and finally, I see dom walking to the car.

He makes sure I'm in it before opening his door and climbing in. He sighs and looks at me before starting the car and driving off to his home.

After a while, we get to his house and I get out immediately and walk up to his door.

I would storm right in but the doors locked.
He walks up behind me and opens the door both of us saying nothing.

We get in and he turns on the lights.

" Okay, this is ridiculous why are you so mad, because I was chatting with someone else! "

" No Dominic not because you were chatting with someone else! I'm upset because you're treating me like I'm fucking below you when we're supposed to be mates! "

" What do you want from me, Ezra? "

I throw my jacket down on the couch in frustration and tug at my hair.

" I want you to treat me like your equal! Why is that so hard for you to do!? "

" You really wanna know?! "

He crosses his arms and stares an empty stare at me

" Yes please be my fucking guest "

" Because you are not my equal, you are the mate that was chosen for me "

He stops and stares in guilt as hot tears run down my face.

" Chosen for you? We- " I motion between us

" We're chosen for each other, I'm not a doll that was gifted to you, honestly this makes me wonder. Do you even like me? "

He hesitates before nodding his head.

" Do you even like me "

He looks me in the eyes and moves closer.

" I barely know you, we just met you can't possibly expect me to be head over heels in love when we met maybe a couple of weeks ago

I know he's right but every word he says feels like a knife stabbing into my heart.

" I can't...I can't be around you right now "

I feel nauseous as I hold my mouth and speed walk to his bedroom I close the door and lay down on the bed no longer able to hold myself up.

I kick off my shoes as my heart still feels like it just dropped to the pit of my stomach.
I guess the reason why it hurts so bad is because I was falling. I got swept up in the frenzy of finally having a mate and didn't even realize my heart was quick to want to love him.

Love...do I even know what that is?

How could I, I've never had a boyfriend I was always saving myself for my mate wanting him to be my first everything. How did things go from so good to so bad in just a minute?

How could only a few words shatter my world?

I hear a soft knock and he walks in.

" Ezra, I can feel you hurting "

He sits down at the edge of the bed and places a hand on my hip.

" How could you kiss me if you don't even know if you like me "

He pauses before scooping me up and holding me in his arms.

" I do like you, I just don't know you yet "

He takes a breath before continuing,

" I don't even know your favorite color or what cereal you eat, I apologize for hurting you but I'm not going to lie straight to your face "

I nod and cuddle into him.

" Green, my favorite color is green "

He kisses the top of my head and we just sit there both in our own little worlds

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Well, that certainly took a three-sixty!

Hello my loves how are you doing today? Once again I am very sorry for the late chapter things got a little hectic this Christmas.

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