Ok so basically I kinda have a social life now which is fun ig in not as depres- well technicallyyyy im more depressed then I was like a year ago but I have a ✨healthy coping mechanism✨ thingy uhm what else OH YEA I have a cg erm cuz I age regress (that's the coping mechanism) and their also like literally my best friend which is kinda sad ngl cuz I met them ONLINE! LIKE TWO-THREE WEEKS AGO😭😭 uhm but I also got a new dog and her names Libby (she's a German shepherd and she's 1) uhmmm I have a shit load of plushies my favorite is miso tho he's a Siamese cat and he's my comfort plushie so he literally goes like everywhere with me uhmm ooo have you read the song of Achilles it sooooo gooddddd istg if you can you should soo read it ermm OH I CUT MY HAIR heh I'm yea I had a panic attack at 3am and gave myself a mullet I mean like I don't hate it but like I'm trying to grow it out cuz I want my hair to look like Steve the hair Harrington cuz he is hot as hellllllll uhm I have an ed so that's fun I've had it for a few years now at least (by that I mean since I was seven) (im 13 going on 14 at the end of the year) erm but yea no I was like wait this explains why I like never fucking eat uhm I have relapsed a few times (by that I mean a lot -_-) but I'm getting better uhmm I have a tea addiction which is better than my soda addiction was ig OHHH AND HOW COULD I FORGET I may or may not have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety erm and yk like maybe tried to kill myself a few to many times oooo I also had my first girlfriend and first kiss but like ngl tho I kinda felt trapped cuz she was over at my house for a sleepover and kissed me and I felt like shit but still let it happen for some reason and then ended up dating her for like a month before she broke up with me AND get this she was dating another guy AT THE SAME TIMEEEEE uhm and she said that he knew and was fine with it but the more I think about it the more it seems like I was more just a side hoe im not talking to her anymore tho anywayyyssss how have you been bud?
