Flashback |Yeongyu/Beomjun|

*Yeonjun's pov (first person)*

I walked through the doors to the house a little later then intended, but no one would even care.

"Yeonjun! You're back." My youngest brother, Seo-jin said as he rushed over. He was my favorite. Only fourteen and innocent.

"Yeah." I smiled slightly. "Where are the other two?"

Seo-jin shrugged. 

"Can I ask you something?" He asked as he followed me into my room. I nodded.

"You've seem different these last couple of days. Did something happen?"

"Let's just say I met someone..."

"That someone you've always felt like you're looking for?" Seo-Jin asked. I nodded again.

"Yes. But... it's a he."

"And?" Seo-Jin tilted his head as he studied me. "I don't see the problem."

"Our dad... he wants me with a girl, you see." I said gently, "he would strongly disapprove of Beomgyu."

Seo-Jin shrugged. "But Min-su and Han-wool are both straight, so there's still both of them who could marry a girl. You're bi, so why can't you choose?"

I sighed. "I wish I knew. It's late, you should go to sleep."

"Okay..." Seo-Jin said, standing up.

*third person pov*

Beomgyu woke up with it still dark outside yet again. But checking, this time it was 4:00 am.

Hueningkai: time to check who's up

Soobin: Oh my god, not this again

Beomgyu: I am now, thanks to you

Hueningkai: what about Taehyun

Soobin: he probably learned from last time and silenced his phone

Beomgyu: and what was this I heard about you two flirting earlier?

Hueningkai: we weren't flirting

Soobin: yes you were! It was so awkward for me

Hueningkai: oh please, don't act like you haven't flirted with Beomgyu in the past

Beomgyu: anyways

Soobin: I'm going to sleep

Hueningkai: WAIT

Hueningkai: there's actually a reason I woke you up

Beomgyu: what is it?

Hueningkai: Joon woo is having a party next weekend, and I wanted to see if you guys would want to go

Soobin: I think I can make it

Beomgyu: same

Soobin: is that all?

Hueningkai: yep! Goodnight

Beomgyu: night  😴 

"What did I say about smoking?" Beomgyu asked, standing next to Yeonjun at the tree he found him at before. Yeonjun continued smoking and glanced at Beomgyu.

"I don't think you understand that I don't give a fuck. And I told you to go find someone who would like you, so leave me be."

Beomgyu rolled his eyes playfully. "Just because I'm this cute doesn't mean someone will suddenly like me." Beomgyu said, trying to keep it light, and avoiding thinking about Soobin, who already liked him.

Yeonjun raised an eyebrow but Beomgyu could've sworn he saw a hint of a smirk.

"Come on, give it up." Beomgyu said, holding out his palm as Yeonjun continued smoking.

"No way."

Beomgyu sighed and plucked it right out from between his lips, making Yeonjun glare at him.

"You need to stop doing that." He grumbled. Beomgyu crossed his arms.

"And you need to stop damaging your lungs."

"They're my lungs, I can do whatever I want."

Beomgyu shook his head. "Not while I'm alive."

"Maybe I should kill you then." Yeonjun said casually, making Beomgyu smack his arm.

"Dont say that."

"Why not?" Yeonjun asked. "You realize that's what I'll have to do, right? In the future I'll become a wanted killer like my dad, striking fear in everyone."

Beomgyu noticed the somewhat sad tone in Yeonjun's voice, and he gently slipped his hand into Yeonjun's. He was slightly surprised when Yeonjun didn't pull away.

"You don't have to be like him." Beomgyu said gently. Yeonjun glanced at him sideways.

"I feel like I should explain some things. Walk with me, will you?"

Beomgyu nodded and walked side by side with Yeonjun.

"Listen, my dad wants me with a girl, as I've already explained, but If I were to go against his wishes... he could hurt you, and everyone you care about. He's a ruthless, heartless killer, alright? He won't hesitate to end everyone around you. And what if I were to grow attached and he murdered you?"

"We can keep it a secret." Beomgyu looked up at him, and he noticed Yeonjun's eyes soften slightly.

"Don't underestimate him, Beomgyu. He could ruin your life."

"But... I need you in it."

"Why?" Yeonjun asked, making Beomgyu sigh.

"This might seem weird, but... I always felt like I was looking for someone, and when I saw you, I felt... complete."

Yeonjun sucked in a slight breath. Had Beomgyu really been feeling what he has been feeling for so long?

Yeonjun stopped walking, and turned Beomgyu to face him. Cupping Beomgyu's cheeks, he leaned down and kissed him for several seconds.

Beomgyu's heart felt like it was doing backflips in his chest, and he kissed him back.

Yeonjun pulled away first. "That will have to be enough for you." He whispered.

And as he started walking away, Beomgyu grabbed his arm.

"Please, one chance." He begged, but Yeonjun shook his head.

"Forget about me, okay?" He looked into Beomgyu's eyes, his own pleading. "Find someone to love you. I can't. The best thing you could do for me is move on."

Beomgyu nodded slightly. "If that's what you want..."

"It is."

But Beomgyu couldn't help pulling him closer again and kissing him quickly before walking away with his head down.

(Ah, what a complicated love, am I right or am I right???

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