Win you Again

Chapter 8

After hearing the full details of the story I was joyed yet somewhat jealous. I used to be Wei Ying's home. But now I have to accept the fact that he is not yet mine.

"Wangji are you fine?" Father asked concerningly.

" I'm fine father." I said monotonously but with breaking heart.

" Wangji you know I'm your father. You may be older than me mentally but you still from me. I know when something is wrong. Father's can also feel what is going on with their son. Trust me Wangji. You could always trust me Wangji." He said smiling. His smile comforted me. It made me feel safe. Maybe I should open up to him more.

"Father I'm happy for Wei Ying...but also jealous. I used to be his home, but now lotus pier become his home. Before it was just a house which protected him from cold and hunger. A house which destroy half of his life. Maybe now that he won't suffer much...maybe he won't love me now. I'm afraid of the butterfly effect father.  I don't doubt Wei Ying's love for me from the past...but what if faith wants to play with me and in exchange with Wei Ying's good childhood, life and family is my broken heart. I know I can bear a broken heart as long as Wei Ying is happy but can't I be selfish just for him? Can't destiny make me happy by giving him to me?" ( Destiny can't but this author can😉) I said expressing my sorrow.

" Son I know how much you love him. I know you are soulmates. If you made him fall for you last time, you can make it too this time. Just trust yourself more. Even now I can see that he is very clingy to you. Yes he love to smile and he is very friendly to others but his smiles and eyes are different if it is for you. Even his attitude is different if you are there. He values you so much. Trust yourself Wangji. He will love you again." Father comforted me.

" I don't know father. That uneasiness is engrave in my heart. Maybe I'm just afraid to loose him. I have a plan to save him but what if he falls in love with other person? What if I will not be the one to make his heart beat. I'm scared." I said sobbing.

" Don't be such a pessimist Wangji. He will love you. He belongs to you and you belong to him." Father said hugging the sobbing me.

" Thank you father." I said.

It's hard to accept that maybe Wei Ying will not love me. It's hard to imagine him in other person's arm. I really love him so much like I'm obsess, a pervert, and an addict for him and only for him.

Acceptance must be the word. I will make sure Wei Ying will have a happy family while ending up with me. I can sacrifice everything but not him.

Wei Ying I hope you will be happy here. Atleast, I can see you happy with a real smile, not like what you show sometimes. Atleast now I know you found your home.

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Hello by the way I'm sorry it's just short it is just a continuation of the previous chapter...

What I mean is it must be part of that chapter but yesterday I'm already sleepy. So I just add this...