What Does Forever Mean to You? (Sequel to "When I Said Forever, I Meant It")

((Hey guys I am so sorry this update is so late. Well it's only like a day or two but still it's not okay. I had a really interesting weekend and just couldn't find time to write. But here it is. I hope y'all like it. Make sure to read the other's note that's in the middle of the chapter. And as always don't forget to vote, comment, and follow. Love you :) <4 ))

~~Louis's POV~~

"I'm going home-home. To Doncaster," I say looking up at all of them. Their mouths drop instantly and they all look at me confused.

"W-what?" Eleanor stumbles out. I look at her and my heart breaks. She look so hurt and sad.

"I can't stay here anymore. I tried but I can't. Everyday I stay here I think of him and it just hurts too much," I say softly, the tears forming in my eyes. Eleanor bursts into tears and tackles me in a hug. Her sobs send me overboard and I start crying too. I didn't think that after all the crying I already did that I could cry some more, but I am.

"W-when are you leaving?" She says pulling away from me and wiping her tears away. Niall puts an arm around her and rubs her arm gently.

"In a few minutes. I just had to come back for a few more things and to say goodbye," I admit to them. Going around Liam, I make my way towards the hallway to my old room. Hopefully Harry won't be there.

"Wait Lou. Harry's back there," Zayn says grabbing my arm. I sigh with disappointment.

"Of course he is," I say upset. I plop down on the couch and let out another long, depressed sigh.

"Do you guys think could get him out of the house for a bit? I told my mom I'd be home by five tonight and in order to do that I need to leave in twenty minutes," I beg to them. Eleanor nods her head and walks towards the hall.

"I'll go make something up for him to do," she says. Niall follows close behind her.

"Hold up!" Liam shouts, still standing by the front door, "El and Niall get back here. No one is leaving. No one is going anywhere. We need to think all of this through."

"Liam I don't want t-" I start to say but he cuts me off.

"No Louis. You can't just leave. We all need to talk about this. You can't run away from your problems Lou!" He says starting to get angry. I sink back into the couch kind of afraid. He's always kind of scary when he's angry.

"Now everyone sit their asses on the couch!" He says pointing to the couch and giving all of us a death stare. Eleanor and Niall shuffle to one end and sit down next to each other. Zayn sits next to me and grabs my hand. He squeezes it a little and gives me an everything-will-be-okay smile. I smile back, not so convinced though.

Liam joins us and looks to me instantly. I smile at him but he doesn't return it with anything. He just stares at me.

"Louis, what happened that night?" He says monotoned. I can clearly see he doesn't want to mess around. He wants this all to be solved.

"I-I don't wanna talk about it," I stutter out. I look down at my hands and starts to play with my fingers. I really don't want to talk about that night. It's way too painful.

"How are we supposed to help you if we don't know what happened?" Liam says a little more emotional. Maybe he can sense my pain. He reaches over to me and grabs my hand that Zayn isn't holding.

"You don't need to help. I've made up my mind, there's nothing you guys can do," I say shaking my head. They can't fix this. It's too broken to be fixed.

"Well at least tell us what happened?" Niall interjects, "that way we can at least help Harry after you are gone."

"It doesn't matter what happened. Haz, I mean Harry, broke his promise. A promise he said he'd never br-brake," I barely get out before the tears I had been holding out start to spill over. Zayn immediately wraps his arms around me and pulls me in for a hug. I hide my face in his chest and just cry. He coos and rubs small, comforting circle on my back in attempt to calm me down.