This is Me Trying|| P.G

Today's the day everyone has to go back home.
Who knows when I'll get to see Gavi and Pedri again.

I wake up to Pablo looking at me. He starts tracing my jawline with his finger.

"Good morning amor." He says.

"Good morning." I reply turning to him.

We look at each other. Embracing the last time we'll be like this again.

We stay like this for awhile. Mia knocks on the door. "Hey guys we gotta get going soon." she says behind the door.

Pablo groans. "I don't wanna leave you."

"I don't wanna leave you either."

I slowly start to roll out of bed. But Pablo grabs me by my waist pulling me towards him.

I rest my head on his chest and shut my eyes. I just listen to his heartbeat.

"I think it's time." Pablo says as he moves the strands from my face.

I whine as Pablo gets up. "Get everything ready to be taken to the car alright? Me and Pedri will help." He says as he walks out of the room.

I slowly but surely get up. I put on some sweatpants and Pablo's hoodie. I then put my hair in a messy bun.

I know I'll end up crying so I decided to not put on any makeup.

I somewhat make the bed and grab the charger that is plugged in.

I put it in my bag and zip it up.  I roll my suitcase and carry my other bags out of the room.

I do a double check to make sure I have everything and shut the door.

Mia brings her stuff near the door on one side. I do the same but put my stuff on the other.

We both take in the room one last time.

The kitchen we had a dance party in.

The living room where we gossiped.

The balcony where we took pictures all decked out.

I'm low-key gonna miss this place.

The boys both come in. They do the same thing.
Just look around the room one last time.

The boys take the bags and me and Mia take the bags.

We load everything up in the trunk. Mia and Pedri sit in the front.
Me and Pablo in the back.

Mia turns her head back. "We need to show the boys our favorite thing to do."

I immediately smile. "Yes we do."

The boys look at us with confused faces.

Mia plugs in her phone and presses shuffle.

Everyone is silent as we wait for the song.

You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift plays.

"Oh. My. God." I say.

The both of us immediately start singing our hearts out.

BUT SHE WEARS SHORT SKIRTS, I WEAR T-SHIRTS

SHE'S CHEER CAPTAIN AND I'M ON THE BLEACHERS

DREAMING BOUT THE DAY WHEN YOU WAKE UP AND FIND

THAT WHAT YOU'RE LOOKIN FOR HAS BEEN HERE THE WHOLE TIME

Both boys begin laughing hysterically.

"Anna it's your part!!" Mia says excitedly.

I clear my throat.

OHH I REMEMBER YOU WERE DRIVING TO MY HOUSE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT

I'M THE ONE WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR BOUT TO CRY

I KNOW YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AND YOU TELL ME BOUT YOUR DREAMS

THINK I KNOW WHERE YOU BELONG , THINK I KNOW ITS WITH MEEE

I start laughing as I try to catch my breath.

"I took a video of that whole thing." Pablo says laughing.

"You've got to send that to me." Pedri says also laughing.

We play some more songs before we finally arrive.

We all grab our bags and head inside.

The boys have to take a separate plane from us. Which means we have to part ways earlier.

Luckily we all go through security just fine.

Now time for the hard part.

I say my goodbyes to Pedri first. I give him a big hug.

"This feels familiar." Pedri says.

I smack his head. "It's not me this time."

"It was great seeing you again Pedri. I'm sure we'll see each other again soon." I say.

"It was great seeing you too Lee. You should stop by some time. My family misses you." He says.

"Of course I will." I tell him.

I smile and walk back over to Mia. I let them have their moment.

I look at Pablo already tearing up. I just give him a big hug. Not wanting to let go.

"Thank you for everything. You've made me so so happy. You make me feel loved, safe, comfortable and so many other feelings. I am so glad I met you." I say starting to break down.

Pablo holds me closer and tighter. "I love you so much Anna. I've felt so many things with you that I have never felt with any other girl. Your my light, my everything" He says. His voice starts to shake.

I kiss his lips passionately. He puts his hands on my cheeks. I put mine around him.

We pull away and put our foreheads together.

"I'll see you soon amor." He says.

"I'll see you soon Pablito." I say.

"I'll miss you calling me that." He says.

"I will too." I reply.

"Goodbye amor."

We let go of each other. Pedri and Pablo began walking one way. We have to walk the other.

Both of us watch as the boys begin to walk.

Tears stream down my face. Me and Mia are standing in the airport looking like hot messes.

"Flight 12 to France is now boarding."

Authors Note:
AHH IM SORRYYY!!
It just had to happen.
But it's all apart of the story!