KURT KUNKLE x READER ??

i'm tired of feeling like i'm
fucking crazy, i'm tired of driving till
i see stars in my eyes

the car ride was silent after that.

we still had a long way to go to my place.

kurt rambled on to his viewers about things i didn't really think about.

i decided to say smth.

i can't be quiet anymore.

i just didn't wanna anger him.

"kurt uhh.. why do you drive all day? like does it make u happy" i asked.

he looks at me in the mirror.

"yes! i love driving. i love to listen to the birds on the summer breeze yk? i drive fast" he says.

i nod.

"i'm often alone at midnight tho" he says.

"b-but uhhuh i've been trying not to get into trouble yk doing what i do" he smiles.

"but it's almost like i've got a war in my mind so i just ride" he smiles fixing his mirror.

we reach a red like and he turns around to talk to me face to face.

"yk im just tired of feeling like i'm fucking crazy"
he says.

"i'm tired of driving till i see stars in my eyes" he lets his smile drop softly before turning back around to drive.

"but it's all i've got to keep my self sane" he says.

his grip on the wheel strengthens.

"so i just ride" he sighs

i didn't really know what to say.

after his little rant.

kurt turns left down crystal canyon drive

he was supposed to keep going straight on sunset boulevard.

"uhh kurt? why are we going east were supposed to be going west" i asked.

"yk drivung with you today and all that just happened i think i just like a major break through" he says.

i stayed quiet.

"yk what i'm al about now y/n?" he asked tossing one of his hands up in the air.

looking at me in the mirror.

i just made eye contact with him in the mirror.

"i'm all about love, i'm a man of love" he smiles.

"c-can you just pull over likr right here and let me out-" i say before he interrupts.

"n-n-no j-just li-isten, to me in just tryn to make myself heard by you" he says.

"so like check this out, love is more powerful then anything, that's something i like just figured out it's like, LOVE-" he tries to say before i cut him off.

"just let me out man please" i said

"LOVE, likr love is more powerful then anything" he says to mr like he's arguing.

"ykwim?" he smiles "it can break down any kind of barrier"

i furrowed my eyebrows.

i was scared.

"and it's almost like how could something be so powerful and also be such a good branding tool" he says.

i just tried to beg for him to let me out.