long time no see lovers <3
*
I couldn't stop staring at him, his beautiful blue eyes staring into the lens of the camera in-front of us all.
He was giddy, all giggly and excited.
I loved it when he was like this, but I guess there was hardly any time when he wasn't like that. And that's what I loved about him. He makes people around him feel light and carefree. He made everybody laugh, especially me.
I'd only known him around three or four weeks, but I felt this connection almost immediately. I guess I liked how clingy he was, I stopped thinking about why he was fiddling with my hair a while ago, as much as it makes me tingle and make me warm inside.
He has a girlfriend.
I stared at him a little bit, just letting myself have it.
He was on the bottom step of the stairs reading some questions.
"last week we asked for some questions, we got one here from Eloise. She wants too know which roles people play in the band." He paused and looked at Liam, who was too his side.
" Liam is the smart one."
I smiled as I stared at him, my eyes fixated on him. He turned too point at me, a big smile on his lips. I suddenly felt caught.
" Harry is the flirt." I smiled and winked at the camera. He moved on quick, but the feeling inside lingered.
" zayn, is vain." He said, basically asking for everybody too laugh. I grinned at him for so long,
" Niall is the funny one."
No you are, I thought. Or maybe I was just head over heals. Maybe he wasn't as funny as I thought, but something about how he made me feel makes me addicted too his character and his 'jokes'. I just wanted too hear him speak all day.
He paused, the looks up at me.
"and Louis' the leader." I said. He nodded too that.
" woo hoo." Zayn giggled down my ear.
" Louis, Louis is the leader because that's the only one that was left." I laughed. He blushed and we turned off the camera for a moment.
*
A few minutes later we were back with more questions, Liam now reading.
" hey Justine, you had a question for us. And it was; what do one direction look for in a girl?"
My heart sank, but I tried not too let it show. Louis' on the other had a weird expression on his face, kind of empty. He looked into the camera as if he was somewhere else.
This was a strange side of Louis I hadn't seen yet. He blinked and looked away, and I wasn't sure if I was imaging it. He seemed genuinely saddened by that question.
"I like a girl who has really nice eyes." Liam answered, "I like blue eyes."
Just like louis' eyes I thought to myself, discarding the thought as soon as it popped into my head. Stop.
Suddenly Louis spoke. "I like girls who, eat carrots."
God how my crush was evolving, even the stupidest of comments made me feel warm.
*
Get out get out get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I dont, I don't, dont know what it is.
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing.
" Harry..." Louis practically moaned as he tried too grab the portable phone charger off me. He tried and tried, but failed. There was something I liked about teasing him like this. I didn't even care about the phone charger for goodness sake.
" no." I laughed, pulling away from him and holding it up high.
"give it to me or I will tickle you."Louis gasped out, trying too tackle me.
I would like that. Shit, fuck, shut up Harry.
"No way." I said, squeezing out of his grasp and running out of the ' boys room'.
" for fucks sake, Harry!" He laughed, running after me. This felt like a breathe of fresh air, joking around, receiving some attention from the boy I liked. He really makes my crush worse, and he doesn't even know it.
" no no no no." I panted as he caught me, and grabbed my waist and held me tight. He grabbed the phone charger out of my hand, despite my brattish cries, but he didn't let go of my waist.
I was scared he was going too tickle me. " no, no, no, no." I repeated trying too grab it back.
He laughed, holding the charger up high, holding me in place with his other hand. " your so naughty."
Oh shut up, please shut up. His voice sounded so raspy and it was clear how much he liked teasing me, whether it meant something too him or not, I'm addicted too it.
I continued, faked confidence in my voice. "what you gonna do bout it?"
He attacked me and I screamed, tickles actually leaving me breathless.
" aaah!" I screamed, I'm pretty sure the whole X factor house could hear.
" get off, get off." I screeched, a laugh in my voice still. He stopped quickly and backed away, smirking. He waved the charger with one hand cockily and quickly made his way upstairs.
Shit.
*
" Harry will you make us tea, yeah?" Niall asked, popping his head into our shared room. I nodded. I enjoyed cooking, being the domestic one, I felt like I had a role, not just the flirt.
" be right there." I smiled, getting off my bed and soon joining the boys downstairs.
Louis was sitting at the dining table, and looked up at me with a grin when I entered. " what we having, chef?"
I smiled back. "what do you want baby?"
Shit that slipped out. But he didn't seem too notice or be bothered by it.
I think he smiled more?
" I want you-"
" oi, shut it." Liam said quickly followed by zayn. " get a fucking room."
Niall just giggled, facing away from them , wiping his Dorito covered hands with a kitchen roll.
Louis just winked and turned back too his phone.
What the fuck is going on?
*
I yawned a little and rubbed my eyes. The room was quiet, guessing I was the only one awake. I rolled over too face the wall when Louis' bunk above me creaked. Oh he's awake. I smile into my pillow thinking about him, even thought he was only above me.
I wished he was doing the same, very unlikely. I drifted back into a half sleep half day dream about him.
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aw hes down bad.
