? Rain drop || Choi Soobin

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Winter vacation got over, and I really can't wait to see Soobin. Believe me or not, I used to love winter vacations, and I wanted the vacations to be longer, but this time, the winter vacation felt never-ending.

Classes are going as usual, but I can't keep my mind straight in class. Because my mind is only thinking about him. How is he doing? How was his vacation? Did he miss me?

After class got over~

I can't keep my excitement now. I can't wait to meet Soobin.

"You know what you and that librarian surely made the library a romantic place." My bestie said teasing me.

"It's not like that. We just talk about various books and all that." I said in a defensive mood.

"So, did you tell him about your feelings?" My bestie asked.

"No, not yet. You know my introverted side. Every time he looks at me, I feel speechless. I feel my voice gets stuck in my throat and I can't talk." I said to her.

"Damn, you are crazy in love with him." My bestie said

"I don't know about it, but the feeling I feel is just out of this world. You know I never felt like that with my ex-boyfriend."

"Oh well, good luck, and I hope you confess to him soon." She said, smiling.

I run towards the library because my heart is not stopping from beating.

As I reached the library running, all the students were looking at me. Because of course how loud I was! And people should keep silent in the library.

You felt embarrassed by what you did, so you bowed and apologised to them. Your eyes went towards the counter and saw that Soobin was not there.

Your heartbeat went faster. Because his last words seem like he was going far away.

You looked around and didn't spot him. So you walked towards the whole library. The first thing you went to was your usual spot where you and Soobin always stay.

But sadly, he was not there. Panicked strikes you, and you feel your heart slowing down in panic.

You walked towards the whole library and didn't find him. He was not there. He was nowhere in the library.

The saddest part is that you don't know where he is from, where he lives, or what's his number. This is what broke your heart.

You went to your usual spot and put your head down on the bench, just your tears escaping from your eye.

"Where are you, Soobin? Please come back." You cried.

"Y/n?"

"Now I am even hearing his voice." You mumbled to yourself, but suddenly you felt a soft knock on your head. Which made you look over.

Your eyes widened when you saw Soobin in front of you.

"WHERE WERE YOU?!!!!!" You almost screamed

"Sush!!!" Soobin pointed his finger to his lips. "This is the library we will get kicked out." He said, smiling.

"I thought you would never come back." You said whipping your tears.

"Aww, you missed me that much?" He said that much. "Just a thought of my leaving made you cry that much?" He now holds your cheeks and wipes off the tears.

"Of course, it's natural to cry. Where have you been?" You asked him.

"Oh, today I had to go to exchange the old books at the library and get some new collections." He said

"And I cried for nothing!!" You said.

"Y/n, just remember one thing even if you can't see me, please don't cry because even if it takes years, I will surely meet you and I will surely find you wherever you are." Soobin smiled.

His every word seems like magic whispering to my ears.

"Just don't go anywhere," I said to him, and he just smiled at me

It's your presence, which makes me feel comfortable

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