Broken and Found

Her POV

As I slowly regained consciousness, I heard two men talking before one man left the room. Then I sunk back into the darkness. When I woke up, a man in a white came closer to my bed. No! Not the pack doctor again! I tried to move, but I was soo weak to do anything. The pack doctor must have seen my fear, because he suddenly stopped moving. Why did he stop? That's when I started to notice that the pack doctor looked different. He reminds me of the Graysilver pack doctor, but his facial expressions are...softer, there is no sign of cruelty in contrast to his alter ego. He opened his mouth. "Hello, I'm Jsmes, the pack doctor. I would like to examine you and make sure that you feel less pain. Is that ok?" i nod at him, still wary of his intenions. Is this a test? Maybe my mate wants me punished. As the pack doctor eyes me, he starts mumbling. "What happened to you?" He turns around with a syringe in his hand. My mind goes blank. "I will give you an injection..."

I quickly dash off the hospital bed and grab a scalpel of the desk next to my bed. I run into a corner, feeling the weakness in my legs. I sit down there, looking at the pack doctor, who is looking surprised. "STAY AWAY!" I start to sob loudly, holding the scalpel out in front of me. "Leave me!" The pack doctor starts to move towards me, and I know I can't win against him, so I quickly hold the scalpel to my throat. That's when the door busts open, and my mate is standing there. "Leave me...please." My mate just holds up his hands and comes towards me. As he comes closer, his scent hits me and makes me calmer. He opens his mouth. "Hey my little mate. Just lower the scalpel, ok? Everything is fine. You are safe." He quickly glances towards the pack doctor, his eyes losing focus. "Why don't you want injections? Are you afraid of needles?" He looks startled. I eye him nervously, something in me wanting to answer him. "Silver and wolfsbane hurt." He looks confused. "What has that to do...?" He seems to realize something, and his eyes get darker again.

I flinch back and hold the scalpel in front of me once more. As he sees my distress, he calms himself again. "Mate, the doctor just wants to make sure everything is fine with you. No injections. If you are uncomfortable, just say so. Please, I don't like you being hurt." As he continues to stare at me, I feel calmer and calmer, before I lay the scalpel back on the ground and walk towards the bed. My mate starts to talk again. "I will go outside now, but be assured I will protect you." He leaves the room, leaving me alone with the pack doctor called James. He checks me and my bruises, and even makes some X-Rays. I only refused him to look at my back, saying that it is fine. He seems to doubt me, but just continues. As he is nearing my private parts, I flinch. "Is it ok if I examine you there too?" he asks calmly. I reply quickly, just how my Alpha taught me. "Please don't, as I am not hurt there." The pack doctor stares at me. "I know you are lying, Miss. Please, I can't help you if you do not anwer me truthfully. I would also like to know your name, as I hate to call you 'Miss'." I look at him again, not knowing what to say. "I-I am slave." He is surprised, but not satisfied. "No, I don't want your status. I want to know your name."

Now it is time for me to be confused. "I-I am sorry, b-but that is m-my name, as I am a slave and thus unworthy of a name." I think I saw him being sad for a moment, before he asks his first quesiton again. "And waht about your private areas? What happened?" I look away, sensing a flashback to my times with Gabe. I whisper to the pack doctor what I was taught. "I am a slave. It is my duty to serve and be obedient. My only task is to pleasure my masters." He seems to notice something is wrong as I repeat those sentences I was taught well by the Alpha and Gabe. "It is ok, Miss. You can stop. It is fine." I regain focus again, and the pack doctor sighs. "Ok, Miss. you can rest up now. If something pains you too much or anything else just call me." With that, he left the room, letting me rest on the bed. I still didn't know what to do, so I sink back into the bed and try to forget again.