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I woke up to a beautiful sleeping marissa.. her hair blowing barley due to the fan.

"Good morning my dear.." I gently said kissing her forehead as she awakens looking at me with her amber brown eyes..

"Good morning my love did you sleep well?" She said locking eye contact with me.

"Oh I slept wonderful I couldn't stop dreaming about you.." I said

She smiled softly at me making me return one back. "I'm glad you've slept good.." she said..

We got up and started our couples morning routine on youtube.. after the video and our routine we decided to lay down and watch  netflix not netflix and chill just netflix.

"What is this baby.." she said gently playing in my curls with one wrapped around her finger..

"It's called.. nailed it. They're making cakes and stuff" I said earning a chuckle from her.. I didn't mind it. Her laughs made me melt.. her smile made me sink into her arms.. every about my now wife.. just makes me feel so wonderful.

I sighed at the thought of last year when everything turned left..

"What's wrong baby?" She said quietly grabbing my chin.

"Last year is getting the best of me.." I said almost in tears as she wiped them away with her thumb.

"I know baby.. that was last year though.. let's look forward not backwards.." she said as our 2 year old and 3 year old came busting in.

"MOMMIES ARE HAVING ANOTHER BABY!!!"

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Last year..

I sneaked out of our bed rushing to the bathroom as I threw up.

I've been having pregnancy symptoms lately and have been feeling pregnant.

"Babe are you okay..?" The mysterious voice said.

"I'm okay just now feeling well.. I turned to face the person who looks like marissa.. is she marissa..

She grabbed my waist kissing me with passion.

"Babe stoppp!!" I laughed as I felt soft lip pecks on my neck..

"I love you." The voice said and then that's when I realized it wasn't marissa.

A few hours later I found myself taking off down main street. In marissa's coat and sweatpants wearing Nike slides.

"HELP ANYONE PLEASE!" I screamed out as nobody paid me no mind..

I needed my wife the most..

"Someone please.." I slowly said before I collapsed on the floor.

I woke up to see marissa's angry face.

"You cheated on me!?" She said sending me in a state of confusion..

"I did what..?" I said confused and scared knowing last time marissa was mad... I ended up pregnant.