The One Week Friend

My mind went blank when she did that, I never in all of my life would have ever thought that this would happen, I mean who would? This is the first time that I even met this girl, and then this happens, it was so sudden that I had no time to react to the whole thing and so I just kinda stood there and let it happen. Despite the aggressive and rough start, the kiss itself was surprisingly gentle, and her grip on me was tight, almost as if she was afraid that I'd disappear. The kiss itself didn't last for long but had so much emotion put into it that I felt in those few seconds that it lasted. A sense of longing, pain, and heartache were just some of the things I felt as she held me there, and the weirdest thing is that I felt something deep inside of me when she kissed me, I felt regret and guilt oddly enough. Not for anyone else mind you, but for her I couldn't really tell you why but my heart felt all of these things when I saw her act like this and just seeing her in so much pain just broke me on the inside. She then slowly pulls away her hands still holding me tightly as her eyes slowly open, tears stained her pale skin as her blue orbs stared into my own as no words escaped her mouth. I had no idea how to react in this situation, I guess normally I'd be upset or something that this random girl that I just met just did this to me, but I wasn't I couldn't quite explain what exactly I was feeling at that moment, but I just found myself starring into her eyes finding myself getting lost in them. She then opens her mouth as if to say something but nothing comes out as she looked hesitant about what she had to say, before jumping slightly as I unconsciously found myself holding onto her hands, confusing myself as I had no idea why I was acting like this. She then takes a deep breath, before nodding to herself and opening her mouth to say...

"(Y/n)!", a voice shouts at me knocking me out of my thoughts as I realized that I was currently at my kitchen table, my mother staring at me, with concern plastered all over her face. "(Y/n) are you okay? You've just been staring at your food for the past few minutes.", she says as I just give her a reassuring smile, as she just sighs before getting up as the phone started to ring. "That's probably your father, I'll be right back", she says before disappearing, leaving me by myself at the table. I watched as she left the room, before looking back at my food not really having an appetite as my mind was currently stuck on something else. After the kiss, Baelz ran off and just told me sorry, as I watched her disappear leaving me there by myself, and I just didn't do anything I just sat there for a bit before heading home, completely lost with no clue about what just happened or what to even do. I just tried to ignore or forget that it even happened but I just couldn't it plagued my mind as I had so many questions about why she even did that if any of the things she said were even true, and if so, I look over to the room my mother disappeared in and hearing her getting into an argument with my father over the phone, who else knows about this. 

I felt sick just thinking about it, and really wanted to not believe it at all, because this whole thing is crazy and there was no way in hell that Fauna or my mother, especially my mother would keep something like this away from me. So I sat there waiting for her to come back, dreading asking her about this despite me hoping that this was just some crazy ramblings from some random chick who probably was some sort of stalker that was just fucking with me, but I still couldn't help but feel so uneasy about it, but why should I feel this way, there's no way that mom would hide this from right? I kept telling myself that as a way to reassure myself, but I still couldn't help but feel hesitant, as I heard their conversation come to an end, "-It doesn't concern you at all, and I know what's best for him, so just drop it okay? Bye.", my mother says angrily before hanging up, I could hear her groan in annoyance, before taking a deep breath and walking back into the dining room. I raised an eyebrow at her as if asking, 'What was that about?', to which she just shrugs it off, "It's just your father being your father, you know how he is.", she says in an annoyed tone before going back and eating her meal. For a bit of context, my parents are separated, the reasons for it I don't quite remember but I know that my father had tried winning custody for me, but was only able to get my sister, while I got stuck with my mother. I see both of them every once in a while, and my parents got divorced when I was pretty young so a lot of what happened was pretty hazy, but all I do know is that both of them, my mother and father, care for both me and my sister no matter what....and I chose to still believe that as I looked over to my mother before tapping the table to get her attention.