Fated strings of love

Tara

As aditya called me one day and suddenly said that, he can't be In this relationship, i felt what it's like to have a heart break.

At first, I was in Denial, I thought that, he can't do this to me, He can't end our relationship this easily, I tried to contact him, again and again but he didn't answered me , i sent him voice messages for months, but he didn't even saw the voice messages i sended him.

Then I was angry at him, I hated him for cutting me off like, like i never mattered to him. Do I meant nothing to him?. How can he do this to me. I doubted the love he showed me until now.

As i was already busy with my exams, i tried to focus on my studies but i still waited for his single text or any reply, it was so hard to concentrate. So i worked hard day and night, i turned off my feelings for him and only focused on my studies.

After exams I was in sadness, In all these months he didn't tried to contact me. I was heartbroken, it broke me fully and damaged my mental health, I thought what have I ever done to deserve this, but still I waited for him to contact me everyday like a fool.
How can I ever love someone, who broke up with me, and didn't even call me.

But after that, I was worried about him so I asked sidharth about aditya and he told me about his success in his first album, when I heard him I felt really happy but then I realised, his success has nothing to do with me, he must have forgotten about me just like other girls he dated before.

I became one of those girls he dated before, but for me he was the first one who gave me an immense amount of pain.

I can't forget him the way he forgot about me, the moments I spent with him were special, at least for me.

I can't forgave him for this ever. He hurted me in the exact same way the way I told him not to hurt me.

His lies were so beautiful that it felt like the truth.

But I am not gonna cry like I did in my dreams, I am gonna live for my family because my dad had worked so hard for my dream, I am gonna be a perfect daughter for my dad.

my brother needed me, he was all alone as dad had to go to work, financial crises were also there I was already dealing with all those shits, but then there was a guy who was stalking me in college for months, announced his love for me in front of everyone, it only raised my problems,
I was so tired of everything, i just wanted to run away somewhere far, where no one knows me.

ananya helped me a lot in dealing with that stalker.

As i was at my worst, Shanaya, ananya and Rashmi tried to cheered me up, they took me to the spa, and we all got body massage for the relaxation, shanaya brought me to the branded clothing store, and bought lots of dresses for me,
Rashmi decided on my haircut, they cut my long hairs and cut them to the shoulder's length in subtle layers. They did my makeup and gave me a makeover. They changed my whole style.
I don't know why, but with the change in looks, I want to change my old pathetic personality too.

I decided not to cry anymore over a guy, there are still other things in my life and that is me, myself
I am important
Maybe that's why Shanaya wanted to take me here, to show me, how flawless I am,

I went to a club with my girls, there we all forgot about our problems and danced without any worry, i was dancing with Shanaya and she tried to cheer me up. As the guy who was stalking me, approached me, I refused to dance with him, and I told him to stay away from me, but when he again tried to touch me, i couldn't hold myself back and pushed him infront of everyone and threw my drink on his face, as i was angry and told him " BACK OFF!!! "