Najimi Osana X Non Binary Reader Oneshots

(Najimi's POV)

Fuck!

I screamed at myself in my head. Shit, what am I going to do? Today's Valentine's day, for fucks sake!

I tried to calm myself down. Alright, Najimi. You probably just misplaced the present somewhere! It's fine! Now... just retrace your steps, and-

Oh, FUCK that! Where is it?? Did I leave it in the car or something??

This is bad. This is really bad-

Oh. It's right there. Huh.

I swiftly grabbed the present, stuffing it into the darkest corner of my bag. Of course, I made double sure it wasn't gonna get crushed or anything like that. That would be an absolute nightmare to deal with. Once I was confident that nothing was gonna seriously fuck me over today (I was NOT prepared for another repeat of the present incident), I set my course to school, with a spring in my step.

I was gonna confess to Y/N today. I had decided that from the moment I woke up today. The end result didn't matter too much, right?
Oh, right. I hadn't even begun to think of that, and now I wish the idea never entered my head. Will Y/N really hate me if I confess to them? Surely not, right? We've been friends for months now, and they'd trust me with anything!

"Oh, hey Najimi!"

Tadano's voice interrupted my overthinking.
"Oh!" I blurted out. "Tadano! Hey!"
Tadano raised an eyebrow.
"Is something wrong?" He asked. "Is it about Y/N?"

Jesus Christ. How is he so good at reading people?

I nodded hesitantly.
"I- uh..." I swallowed. "I'm... actually... gonna confess to them today?"
Tadano folded his arms.
"Go on.."
I began to walk to school, explaining everything that had unfolded half an hour ago.
"-and, well, as it turns out... I had just left the present on the table! Haha, isn't that funny?"
I covered my face with my hands.
"I'm a fucking mess, Tadano," I complained. "I've never actually had a crush on anyone before! Until now!"

I noticed that he was holding a box of chocolates. At least, he was attempting to conceal them.

"Are those for Komi?" I asked.
He turned a dark shade of red
"H-How did you know??" He spluttered out.
I chuckled.
"Everyone knows you like her, dude," I folded my arms. "Good luck dealing with Yamai, though."
"What?"
"Oh, wow, would you look at that, we're already at school!" I quickly rushed into school. "See ya later!"

I quickly stuffed my things into my locker and made my way to class, sitting next to Y/N. The sight of them made my heart flutter.

I can do this. I kept affirming myself in my head. Just have to wait a few more hours.

"Hey there!" I greeted.
Y/N smiled.
"Hey," They replied.

Their smile was vibrant as ever. It was as if it were desperately latching onto my heart, tugging at every string. I spent most of that lesson talking to them. I think I might've stared by accident at one point.

As quickly as it began, school had ended. I almost forgot to give Y/N the present, but I managed to slip it into their locker near the end of lunchtime. It was attached with a note describing a specific location to meet up at, so I headed their and waited for them to arrive.

Dear god... Y/N, where are you? My thoughts were going crazy, and I felt like I was actually going to die of a heart attack on the spot. They couldn't be too far away, right?
As if my prayers were answered, Y/N turned up, beaming at the sight of me.

"There you are, Najimi!" They exclaimed. "Thanks for the present! What did you wanna talk about?"

I felt my cheeks go warm. I gripped my skirt tightly.

"So... well... as you probably saw..." I mumbled.

C'mon, Najimi, speak up! I reprimanded myself for being so timid. Making 5 million friends was easy enough, right? So why is this any different?

I began to shake. Holy shit. Why is this happening to me?

I took a deep breath, and forced the words right out of my throat.
"Will you... erm..." I coughed. "Will you go out with me... Y/N?"

I waited anxiously for their answer, immediately feeling like I had just ruined the close bond we had together, as if the tower of trust we had both worked hard on building came crashing down-

They nodded.
"I like you too, Najimi," They replied, with a smile.

I looked at them. Their face was just as red as I was.
I rushed over and hugged them, planting a kiss on their cheek. I had done it. I had asked Y/N out, and now I was dating them.

"So... are we, well..." Y/N thought to themselves. "Partners? Is that what they call it?"
"No matter what we are, we're still super gay-"

Y/N burst out laughing at my comment, causing me to double over in laughter after them. I smiled, knowing that this would not  be the last time this happened by any means.

I held their hand, and we walked home together. That night, I hugged my pillow, thinking about what I had accomplished today.
I threw my fist into the air, silently shouting "Yes!" in celebration. I was looking forward to the new memories I'd make with Y/N. Our first date. Going to get ice cream together, maybe. Our first ki-

No, no, no, not that! I went beet red at thought of it. I mean... it's gonna happen at some point, but I don't have to think about it NOW, right!

I sighed, throwing my head into the pillow.

God. I'm a fucking disaster.

I wonder if Y/N will be fine with that. I'm sure they will.