Since Ben's death, Jimmy and I were often together. He had a lots of stuff to do but when he was free we met and talked about our concerns, how our day was, what kind of music we loved or about chandler loosing every challenge. But Ben didn't left our minds. We didn't used to talk very much about what happened and it was like five month ago. The more I tried to forget Ben, the more I was interested in what happened. I thought about asking Jimmy what he was thinking. After two weeks not seeing each other because of appointments we had, we decided to meet on a vantage point on wich you could watch the sunset. I thought it was a good idea to talk about it, so I did. „Hey I know we do not talk much about that." I stopped and instantly regetted talking. He looked into my eyes. „What's wrong y/n? You know you can talk to me." His voice was so calming. Maybe it wasn't good to bring it up again but even though I knew Jimmy would tell me if something were wrong about that. I could talk to him, no matter what. „Do you really think Ben did it?" I continued. „I mean he was such a caring person. If I were him, my first thought would be my daughter.. and I'm sure she was. I know having a family, a lucky job and friends doesn't mean you're happy, but we both knew him and I'm sure he was." I swallowed and looked up. The sun begun to paint the sky in red and orange colours. „I think you're right." He answered. That was the first time we talked about it. There was so much going on in my life since Ben weren't here anymore. Also i was slowly falling for Jimmy. He listened to every I've said. But this is another chapter.

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MrBeast x Reader (2023)
FanfictionThis story is about your cousin Ben that died by a car accident. His death brought you closer with Jimmy, they were good friends since they were little kids. You just can't believe that this was a suicide so you both trying to find out what actuall...