Double Trouble

Stefano

Many things make sense now. She was in the past nearly all the time in action, had problems with full crowded places and difficulties in going to sleep. This has already showed in their childhood and we just thought that she was an active child. But now, we have the proof. Lia has ADHD.

I don't have anything against it, she's still my little principessa. And will always be. But I'm just scared. Yes, I, as an Ex - mafia don, am scared. Scared that I can't handle or help or support her as how a father should.

What have I to observe?

How can I help her?

Does she take medicine against it?

Are they any risks, I have to know about?

She deserves so much more as a father than me. I'm so bad. So, so bad. I know nothing about her health, what I should indeed know. Just simple things which are normally natural. Like her allergies and intolerances.

She has allergies to nuts, peanuts, fish, other sea animals and citrus fruits, and has lactose and gluten intolerance. Now it turns out that she has ADHD too. What else do I not know?

It's not only the unknownness about her, but also the worry. How can she have so many allergies? Is this normal for a person, as dumb as this question sounds. I will ask Silvio or Fidelio later about it. Maybe somethings wrong with her. I mean, Alessandro told us that there's no medical fill about her neither about her brother Neliono.

But they were by a doctor in the past ten years, right?

If not, we have to catch this up as soon as possible. I don't want them to have pain or be sick when preventable.

My brain goes crazy. What about this, then this and after this the next big question.

Children are the best thing which can happen somebody. The love to them is something, you only understand when you're a parent too. You're proud, happy, cheeringly and get a complete new and different life view. But there are also the whole time worries, pain, fear and the feeling of being not enough. That's normal, every good parent had felt this way at least once. However, you cannot let it control you, otherwise it will eats you up step by step.

That's the reason why I shove all this thoughts just aside at the moment. I have enough time alone in my bed to think about it at night but now somebody else need my attention way more than myself.

Neliana and Neliono.

My two youngest children. My triplet. My whole world.

All of sudden my thoughts, worries and fear were disappeared and with a new feeling replaced.

Relief.

Relief that they are here again.

Relief that I get a second chance to be the good dad, they deserve.

Relief that we can be a family again.

And everything just, because they are back.

They are just our light and hold so much power, which they cannot even dream of. Especially Neliana.

The first girl after generations. Double mafia princess and a strong family behind her.