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PT 24

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This chapter contains small arguing. Please be aware.

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Too much fun yesterday, too much that I had awakened at 1. I groaned as I wanted to sleep more. I didn't need to do school, I didn't need to wake up early anymore. I was free. I didn't want to go to college, neither did the boys. I went to the bathroom, washing my face, brushing my teeth, and brushing out my hair. I always look like a mess when waking up. Afterwards, I walked downstairs and only saw Tom in the kitchen. "Hey, where's Bill?" I grabbed a cereal bowl.

"Oh he went out to the studio for a song. He needs to record some vocals."

"Oh do you know when he will be back?" I poured some Co-co puffs.

"I don't know. Depends if he could get the vocals right." He flashed a smile. I smiled back and sat in front of him.

"And when did you wake up?" I shoved a spoon in my mouth.

"Like at 12:30." He stated. I nodded my head. "I had fun yesterday you know." He spoke up. I looked up from my bowl and smiled. I felt myself getting red. I've been liking him more. He makes me feel safe. His eyes hypnotize me when I look in them, his nose is literally perfect, his lips are soft, and his lip piercing tops everything. His style is amazing.

"Yeah I did too. Still kind of mad that you freaking put the sauce on my face." I sarcastically said. He started laughing and I rolled my eyes.

"Sorry! It's just funny to me." He shrugged his shoulders.

"Well not to me." I laughed. It became silent again but a comfort silence.

"So, what's happening with Jordan?" He asked. I froze. Why would he bring him up now? Plus, me and Jordan aren't anything.

"Uh, nothing. Just friends like I told you." I sat up more.

"Hmm, nothing else. You guys haven't kissed or touched each other right?" He looked at me. His face was serious, but in a jealous way.

"Tom, we literally have nothing going on. Plus I barely met the guy." I stared the same way back.

"Okay, I'm just making sure. I don't want you to get hurt or anything."

"Okay tom, thanks for looking out for me. But this has to stop. Your being overprotective." I started feeling a bit mad. He was overreacting all of this. I barely know Jordan, plus I wouldn't date him.

"Woah, I'm just trying to look out for you. You don't need to get all offended!" He snapped back. I slightly flinched, getting a little scared. He noticed and sighed.

"Wait y/n I'm sorry." I stood up before he could say anything else, placing my bowl in the sink. I walked away and went into my room. Why can't he accept the fact I have other guy friends? And he needs to control his actions, even though I know he is nicer I still get somewhat scared. I needed a drive. I grabbed some clothes and walked into the bathroom. I took a shower, changing into some baggy jeans and a black regular tank top. I did my usual, putting on some shoes and grabbing my phone, wallet, and keys. I walked out of my room, going downstairs. Until he stopped me.

"Hey, where are you going?" Tom walked behind me. I turned around as he towered over me.

"I need to go for a drive."

"Your not going to go to Jordans house right?" He crossed his arms.

"What? No why would I?."

"I dont know, just asking. But I am-"

"Bye Tom." I walked out, slamming the door. He can't be controlling me like this. I get he worries about me, but he doesn't need to be like this. I got in my car, putting my seatbelt on and driving off. I could see Tom through my review mirror watching my car drive away. I rolled my eyes and focused on the road. I don't get it, why be so overprotective? I'm not dating nobody, all my friends are JUST friends, I don't like Jordan in any way like that, and I know me and Tom are getting closer knowing we have feelings for each other, but that doesn't give him the right to control my love life. It's not like I was going to get with Jordan anyways. All these thoughts were flying through my head, making me not realize that I was going to that one place where it kind of started all of this. My mind was everywhere, but my body was taking me to that place. It didn't take that long for me to get there, as I was driving a bit fast from being mad. But it did take me an hour and a half to get there. All I was thinking about was him. I got out the car, slowly walking onto the sand of the beach. The beach where Tom took me after me and Bill's breakup situation. The exact same spot. How did I remember where we sat? Because it was in front of a fireplace, the only fireplace on this beach. I sat in the exact same spot, in front of it, holding my legs and viewing the sun. It was only 5 right now, due to me waking up super late and the amount of time I took to get here and before all that. Should I be mad at him for being overprotective like that? I mean, he used to do all that bullshit to me, so why am I so important now? Why does he care now? Although I could be mad at him, my mind started to think about his features and his personality. His laugh is one of a kind, his nose is perfect, his dreads give a good touch to his look, the way he smiles is hypnotizing, his liking of specific things are special, what's there to be mad about? Shuffles from behind me scared me, but I only looked up to see him.

"Y/n..." He spoke softly. I looked back to the sun. I felt him sit down next to me. "Y/n" he said softly, a little more firm. I looked at him, his eyes shining from the sun.

"What Tom?" I stayed looking in his eyes. He did the same. I felt him leaning in, still making eye contact. I felt my breathing get slightly heavier, but I also leaned in little. He placed his hand on my chin, pulling me closer, making our lips touch. Now this kiss felt different. It was filled with pure passion. His lips felt soft but sweet. His cold piercing touching the corner of my lips, getting little shivers. He pulled away, his hand now holding my cheek.

"I just want you to be safe. You're beginning to mean everything to me. I don't want you to get hurt, nor do I want anyone to have you. And I would never put my hands on you again, or on anyone. Please understand." He softly spoke, still making eye contact. It all was sending me shivers, I felt like we were the only two people on earth. This just explained why he did all of this, the jealousy, the overreacting, the protecting, the looks, everything.

I gave a soft smile and nodded my head. "I understand." He smiled more before pulling me closer to him. He hugged me as I rested my head on his chest. "How'd you know I would be here?" I looked up from his chest.

He looked down and back up smiling. "Because this is kind of where it started. Plus, special moments like this shouldn't be forgotten." I smiled and looked back down. But that's when he came into my mind. Bill. What would he say? I sat up and looked at Tom. His face got more serious as he saw me a little worried. "What's wrong?" He asked.

"What would Bill say about this?"

Tom sighed. "It's Bill. He'll understand." I hope he will.

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Hey sugar plums! What do you guys think? You like it? I think this is really cute, plus it's the start of a relationship. Also I am going to try to spam today just because it's the weekend and I have some energy. Plus I want to finish this story so I could start a new one. Not that I'm bored making this one but because I have an interesting one coming up.

Xoxo 😘
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