A New Season | Rui Kamishiro x F!Reader (sequel)

His eyes scanned over you, his breath caught in his throat and his heart beating rapidly.

You were a sight to behold below him. Hands thrown up on either side of your head from when you fell, your hips in his hands to catch you, half naked because that was how you slept, and your legs on either side of his waist from when you'd been sitting on him. And as if this sight couldn't entice him any more, your expression changed.

It was his first experience with this face of yours. You chuckled and gave him a nervous smile, turning your eyes away from him. That face... he didn't know why it had such an effect on him. Maybe it was because every part of it came together and screamed 'I'm not stopping you.'

"I-I..." he stuttered, floundering and blinking. He then shook his head. "I can't do this!"

He released your hips and completely pulled away, turning to sit at the edge of the bed and resting his face in his hands.

"H-hey, hey, it's okay!" You quickly got up and held his shoulder. "Rui, it's alright!"

"I'm sorry, I know you probably wanted me to, but-"

"Wanted you to what?! I didn't say anything like that, Ruru," you laughed. "I mean, depends how you went about it. If you would've just started ripping clothes off, then no, I wouldn't have let you..."

He sighed, face finally cooling despite your ambiguous statement. He took a few breaths, then flopped back onto the bed, with you watching in concern.

"Do you want to?" He finally asked.

"Are..." now it was your turn to blush profusely and flounder. "Are you serious?"

"Dead serious."

"Right now?"

"Yeah. Or we could wait. Up to you."

Your mind was spinning. "How are you so calm about asking all this?!"

"Because I'm not thinking about it. I'm just thinking about how I'm laying here with the love of my life next to me. And plus..." He took a quick breath, "It's not like I'm not ready. As long as you are."

"Oh... well..." You tried his strategy. Simply ignoring the thought did relax you, but how in the world were you supposed to know if you were ready? You would have to think about it to know.

"I-I don't know..."

"Then we'll give it time, simple as that."

"Rui."

He finally lifted his head, looking at you.

"I do want to. A-and tonight. I just..." Your voice and body shook, and you turned your head away from him. "I need to consider a few things, first."

"Okay. I'm here for you, Y/n, don't worry." Rui sat up and got off the bed, heading for the bathroom. "I'll be back in a minute."

You watched him disappear behind the door and you laid down, feeling the warmth of certain spots where he had just been.

Now, you started considering. You held your hands tight to your chest, trying to soothe your heart from beating out of your body. There was really only one thing that you had to consider.

How in the hell were you going to take him?

Just the thought made you whine and hide your face in your hands. You'd only seen his length twice, but you knew it would be enough to fuck you silly without even trying. And just that thought made your insides roast.

What if you embarrassed yourself just trying to hold it together while he-?

"Dammit..." you groaned into your hands.

Despite all that nervousness, all that 'there's no way', there was an excitement boiling within you. You were aroused, most definitely. So, instead of considering if you were really ready, your mind drifted to other things.

What position would you be in? You should probably be on top since you're more experienced... And the thought of watching Rui react to everything you do from below you...

Now you started to giggle and kick your feet, every part of your abdomen filled with butterflies and burning. You paused, uncovering your face.

Holy shit, you were ready. You were probably more ready just laying here and thinking about it than Rui was asking.

You looked over at the bathroom door. Rui was still inside, and you couldn't hear a thing. You were sure he was in there mentally preparing himself. It'd probably be a little while before he was done.

You thought about what you could do to get ready. You started by lighting a few of the candles around your room, then turned the LED lights on. It took you a moment to consider what color. Red was generic for this sort of thing, but it was also the darkest and would hide your blush.

Just when you thought you were ready, you looked down at yourself. No, no, your bra and underwear didn't even match! That simply wouldn't do. You shook with excitement as you walked over to your closet and reached into the very end of the racks. You didn't know why you had it, but a single set of black lingerie hung there, hidden from your boyfriend. You took it out and considered it, along with the amount of time you had before Rui came back out of the bathroom.

As much as you wanted to wear it, you shook your head and slipped it back where you got it from. You were sure Rui, in all his inexperience, would make a mess of it. Plus, you doubted you had enough time. So, instead, you simply changed into something that would at least match. Then, you went and sat at the edge of the bed, ready to greet him whenever he was you.

Then, the embarrassment started to set in. You were about to get ruined out of your goddamn mind (probably), and now you were sitting here, waiting to display yourself to him like that wouldn't make your situation worse.

You felt yourself start shaking at the thought of what would happen as soon as that door opened. He'd walk out, see you and...

You started biting your thumb.

He'd probably get hard just from the sight of you waiting for him. Then he'd come over and attack your lips, forcing you down and pinning you with his superior strength... by that point you might as well say goodbye to this world.

But wait, no, no, that hardly sounded possible. He would be just as flustered as you, if not more so. That sounded like the sight you'd see as soon as he walked out of that bathroom. His legs would barely be able to carry him over to you, and his arms would be much too weak to pin any part of you. He'd probably just start kissing you and wait for you to do something... take his shirt off or lay him down...

As you continued thinking over every possible scenario, insides melting and heart beating vigorously, the bathroom door opened.