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Warnings: SAD (Seasonal affective disorder) - Asthma - Asthma Attack - Depression - Anxiety - The Verge Of A Panic Attack - Angst - Fluff

(I'm sorry Nick for making you suffer; but I love you boo 😔)

Enjoy ♡
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Narrator's POV:

It was a normal Monday morning.

The weather was cold and chilly.
Warmness was something only an insides of a home could provide

It had been 2 weeks since the last time one of them got sick.

The younger boys were genuinely and actually shocked. How is it possible for them to get sick without having a ,simple, mere influence on Nick?

Nick has a very fragile immune system

He was usually one to get sick; specially during Winter or Autumn.
Hell, they would even venture to say Nick is more than likely to get any seasonal sickness than one of them!

But truth is, Even Nick didn't know why.
It got him more scared than him actually being sick.

But it looks like their worries will twist into something bigger soon..

***

Nick layed on his side on the bed. Hand dropped to the side of the bed as he blankly stared at the wall for the past 20 minutes.

He didn't have the energy or will to even get up.
It felt like his head was emptied from his thoughts. His motive was gone. Aswell as his physical ability.

He groaned as he pushed himself on his back; gazing at the ceiling instead.
He spent at least 10 minutes in that position before, finally, pushing himself to get out of bed.

He made heavy steps to the bathroom, leaning against the sink as he effortlessly turned on the tap and brushed his teeth.
He splashed some cold water on his face then used the toilet.

He stared at his reflection in the mirror as if trying to process his past actions and his existence at this particular moment.

It felt so.. different..
Nick hadn't felt that way since.. high school..

He didn't know what it was; but he didn't like it one bit
He hoped it'll vanish soon. Just like it does most miserable days..

But oh boy, was he wrong.
Though, he didn't know that yet..

He sighed and shook his head; deciding to go downstairs and check on his brothers

He didn't know what time it was but the sun indicated that it was about 10 in the morning.

Nick was relieved to know it wasn't mid-day yet. He would hate himself for developing that habit back

He cautiously walked down the stairs; almost missing a few steps and tripping multiple times

He safely made it to the living room, finding it cold and empty.

Nick sighed
'Probably in one of their rooms..'
He thought

Nick decided to grab a quick breakfast then head back to his room.
He was reaching for the cereal box in the cabinet before noticing a plate with a note on it.

'Made this for you. Me and Chris already had some. Enjoy :)'

Nick felt fuzzy and warm inside; allowing himself to smile and enjoy his breakfast

That was his sign and reminder not to stay gloomy all day..

***

Nick impatiently tapped his pen against his notebook.
He let out a groan of frustration as he let go of it and threw his head back against his chair in frustration