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"It's like I gave it all I got, but it still wasn't enough At times I sit and wonder, is it love for a thug?"

Alr Gon Ttm
𝘛𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘦, 𝘍𝘭 | 3:50 𝘱𝘮

Tyler wait, I gripped his arm before he walked off. Even tho I don't like him, I wanted to know what he had to say.

He turned around tilting his head up smiling. "Now you wanna talk to a nigga?"

I rolled my eyes hitting his blunt. "It's not that I wanna talk to you, I just wanna know... why?"

He sighed hard before shaking his head. "Ian gon lie leci, ion know why I did it"

I tilted my head in disgust. "You don't know why?!?" "I'll tell you why you did it, it's cause you ain't give not one fuck abt me"

"Don't do that lay cs yk I care abt you"

My heart stopped for a bit from hearing the old name he used to call me. Everybody called me leci, so he used to call me lay to be different.

N he was the only one besides my grandma who passed to call me that, I used to love that nickname...

"You good lay?" He said waving in my face.

Ts had made me zone tf out.

"you mean cared? n tyler please don't call me that again, it bring back memories ion wanna think abt rn"

He rubbed his hand down his face. "My fault, but fr yk ima always care abt you no matter what shit we got going on"

I nodded my head humming a mhm before passing him his blunt.

"I can't be at peace until I know why Tyler" "all that goes through my mind is if I was good enough for you, or if I did anything wrong"

TYLER POV

Jit was standing there like she was finna break down crying or sum shit. A nigga really was feeling bad, yo actions could really fuck up a mf.

I looked her dead inna eyes.

If I tell you why, can we drop ts n be cool?

She nodded a small yea.

"Aight listen leci" I started sighing. "That night you found out ts I was high asl. Ian saying it's an excuse, but when the female was tryna fw me I said nah I'm wit somebody. Jit ain't took no for a answer n rubbed up on me, n on everything Ian want ts to happen, n end up hurting you like that"

She tried to speak but I cut her off.

"Wait jit lemme finish, but at the end of the day I shouldn't have let the girl touch on me n shit, ts my fault. "I'm fr sorry leci"

I looked up at her face tryna see what she was thinking. "You gon say sum?"

She js stood there with a small smile on her face not saying nothing.

"You smiling n shi, so is we good now?"

She fixed her skirt some before playfully rolling her eyes at me.

"Mhm ig we good"

"You guess?" I mugged her. "tighten up na, you said if I tell you ts we'd be cool"

"You tighten up, I was js playing"

I licked my bottom lip, she looked mad good rn.

"Good enough to give a nigga a hug?"

She bawled her face up shaking her head. "Nah we good, but we ain't that good"

I sucked my teeth before checking the time.

"When you wasn't texting a nigga back you had me loosing my cool on everybody" "I had done curse my ma, n sister out"

She laughed a lil bit before rolling her eyes. "You the one who cheated, why would I text you back?"

I nodded my head, she ain't lying.

"I do miss yo sister and mama Meeks tho, how they been" she said before hitting the blunt then passing it to me.

"Shi they been straight" "Same ppl they always been fr, loud n annoying"

She mugged me a lil. "They was never loud n annoying they was laid back." "Kenzie even tried to call me n stuff when we broke up, but I thought it was best I distance myself from all yall"

I was surprised a lil bit. "That's not surprising fr, yall used to act like yall was besties or sum shi"

"Mmtch, nigga cause we was" she said laughing a bit.

I shrugged before looking up my eyes wincing. "It's hot asab out here, you tryna sit inna car?"

She looked at me like I was slow or sum. "Why can't we js go back inside?....."

"Cause then we won't have no privacy then jit, yk this"

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