OhO look at my choices!

A/N: This is something I was working on before I hurt myself but I never managed to finish the description or the first chapter.... now that I did let's send it! :D Go have a read and tell me what you all think about it ^^

Penelope's POV unles said otherwise

There are a million questions in my head right now but the most important one was: What the hell am I doing here?

Simple question honestly but to tell you the truth, I was in a game and playing the villain from the heroin route. I pitied her and to be honest I liked Penelope more than Ivonne but that was just me. All that flowery path thingy was not my stuff and Penelopes route was more than just overexagerated. I was feeling angry while I played and died over and over again but that was not important right now.

Me: SHUT UP!

Oh wow... sooner or later I knew I was about to actually explode. I was currently in my room and refused to eat for the last 3 days because I was served rotten food. It took me three days to actually understand that this was real and not just a dream. I know... crazy!

But still.... I wanted this to be just a dream!

I died soo many times in the game and now I was living as her in real life and there was no do over. FUCK I was screwed that was all my mind was thinking the whole time but someone tell me otherwise. Be my guest. I really don't know what I should do especially with all these choices that wanted to murder me for sure.

Reynold: Have you finally lost it?

Me: Lost it? You want me to eat? FINE!

For 3 days I haven't eaten anything and collapsed on the third day that was when someone found me and apparently I scared the living shit out of the servants because I looked dead. Now I was in my bed and my dear maid was soo kind as to get me some soup which was actually rotten. Then moments later my brother comes in and starts lecturing me without even looking at the table with the food. All he heared was my maid just tell him that I was not hungry again.

Me (mumbeling): Fucking lunatic... wants me to eat rotten food. Yeah sure they want me dead. WOW what news! I am screwed anyways! Better die in this place than on the street at least they can afford to burry me and who knows I might have a confy coffin....

Alright there was this small habbit that I had. When I get angry and annoyed, I sometimes would just mumble and say my thoughts out loud. This was something that I myself would never notice but I could tell after I get some kind of reaction  like now.

Reynold: PENELOPE!

Me: WHAT?!

The sudden scream made me look at my brother but about right now I already had the plate in my hand and was facing him. I could see how the color of his face paled and then changed.

Reynold: You are not gonna eat that?

Me: You want me to eat, so I will.

Reynold: PENELO-

I did chose to actually eat it and so I took a spoon full and ignored the urge to throw up soo badly. Like my gag reflex was acting up but I also didn't wanted to just leave it be. Well look at good old me as a drama queen and the head butler seeing the whole scene as well and dropping some medics and a glass of water. The shattering noise was what brought us all back to reality and well while I was looking at the butler all eyes were on me. What great lottery ticket I just got. I am really lucky today huh...

Reynold: SPIT IT OUT!

Me: Oh come on now! Give me a break! I refuse eating this shit and you all get mad. NOW I am eating this shit and you scream at me again. Can you get your mind set please. I am sick and tired of this.

Oh my... someone was unhinged here or more like bratty if anyone would see this talking back and act of mine. Though honestly I couldn't care less at all. I didn't wanted to be here nor did I actually got to my sinses yet.

Reynold: ARE YOU HEARING YOURSELF?

Me: STOP SCREAMING AT ME!

Reynold: YOU ARE INSANE!

Me: Sorry it's contageous... *cough**cough* How about coming closer a bit so you get more of it for your stupid brain.

Reynold: Out of my brain? .... OUT OF MY STUPID BRAIN! LOOK WHO LOST SOME OF HER BRAIN CELLS!

Me: WELL SORRY THAT I AM STILL ALIVE!

Sheesh... what was wrong with this dude! All I honestly wanted was to actually get my senses and wrap my head around things. There were also choices that were around my head and I didn't liked them at all. I wanted to throw them away but then again... who knows what would happen. After 3 days of playing coy, I finally managed to get rid of these choices but I still had them on sometimes and right now the choices were insane. Like what the actual fuck does it want to achive? My death at all costs?

The choices available:

-) Throw a fit and throw the soup at Reynold.

-) Blame Pennel 

-) Throw stuff at people to get out.

Hah... yeah... first options immediate kill... Now second one is also not an option. Pennel is a loyal butler and I know how this will gonna end for sure. People won't believe me and I will be the bad guy again being the little bitch who wants attention. AS IF! Now last one is a thing that I would really love to do just to get this energy out of my system but it will for sure get me killed by Derrick if he hears about this.