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IN WHICH...   you and chris are dating and you wake up from a nightmare scared and he comforts you.

the dream is in italics!

y/n's pov

i fell asleep peacefully with chris right next to me after a long day of vlogging for his youtube channel. he started putting me in him and his brothers' videos a while ago since we've been dating for 2 years now, and it's surprisingly been going well, and the fans actually approve of me. i was originally very nervous for the announcement video to go up, the fans knew we all had been friends for 6 years, but dating came out of nowhere. everyone approved which made me feel safe and way better about myself.

i walk into the triplets' house and see so many people around for the party. my first priority after saying hello to matt and nick is to find my boyfriend, chris.

"hi nick! where's chris?" i ask immediately after hugging both of them. 

"he's by the drink area- getting pepsi, of course." he playfully rolls his eyes. 

"oh yeah duh, i should've known. thanks!" i smile and walk over to where the kitchen is. i see chris talking to a girl and once he sees me, he makes his way over to me, ignoring the girl. i stand there with furrowed eyebrows and wait for him to start explaining as he approaches me. i usually don't mind since i'm always lenient on him and always let him hang out with female friends, but i've never seen this girl before, and she was clearly flirting with him.

"sorry, she's a girl from high school," he shrugs, knowing my exact thoughts by my facial expression. "who?" i ask, crossing my arms. "her name is callie, she used to be nick's friend, so she was just saying hi," he says.

"okay..." i say. 

"i love you," he smiles, cupping my face and kissing me. i roll my eyes playfully when i pull away. 

"just making sure... that girl was clearly hitting on you." i sigh. 

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throughout the party, i notice chris left my side again while i talked to some friends. i look around and see chris and that girl from earlier kissing in the corner. 

i immediately look away but have a double take because is that really what i just saw? yes. chris is kissing callie, the 'girl from high school' clearly is more important to him than me. i storm off and lock myself in a bathroom to cry and find a ride home. i took an uber there assuming i would stay and have matt drive me home in the morning. i can't stay here any longer, so i order an uber.

i leave the bathroom when i see your uber is here, and matt stops me on my way out of the house. 

"y/n? where are you going?" he asks, noticing me making my way towards the door. when i turn around and he sees me crying, he immediately assumes it has to do with chris. "what's wrong?"

"chris... was kissing someone else. i'm leaving," i say between sniffles. matt has widened eyes, and he looks like he's about to do something but doesn't know what.

"just wait here for a minute, you guys should talk," he says, signaling for me to wait where i am.

"no, my uber is here. i'm leaving." i say, wiping my nose and turning around. matt had already left to run and get chris.

i get home and immediately climb into bed, crying myself to sleep immediately. how could he tell me he loves me and kiss me just to make out with another girl 30 minutes later?

i wake up in the middle of the night and chris is next to me. he's cuddling with me. why? does he think i didn't see him just now?

i rub my eyes and move chris' arm off me the moment i wake up. i start to tear up and cry. i can't believe chris did that to me. i love him so much and i don't know what i will do now. i drown in my thoughts as i get up and go to the bathroom. when i come back, chris is awake and he's sitting up.

"what are you doing?" he asks. "are you okay?" he says, noticing my tears.

"why would you do that to me?" i ask calmly, tossing my hands in the air slightly.

"what... i didn't?" he says with confusion.

"you kissed her... that girl." i mumble.

"i didn't kiss anyone except you... are you okay y/n?" he asks me. i look down. maybe it was another nightmare. "was it those nightmares again?" he asks, knowing i've been having scary dreams for weeks now.

i shrug and furrow my eyebrows, rubbing my temples. "i don't know, i- i- it feels so real, i-"

"it's okay, breathe, take your time." he says, getting up from the bed and wrapping his arms around my shoulders. i put my arms around him and place my head on his chest. 

"i'm sorry." i sob. "it just feels very real and i'm scared." i mumble.

"don't be sorry, scared of what?" he asks, releasing me a bit and looking down at me.

"scared of losing you." i say, looking back up at him.

"i'm not going anywhere, i promise. i love you." he says, wrapping his arms around me again and kissing the top of my head.

"i love you." i say and he kisses me. it's the middle of the night and i'm still tired, so i climb back into my bed. chris joins me and wraps his arms around me. i place my head on his chest, and he plays with a strand of my hair. both of us fall asleep easily, and i'm very grateful it was all a nightmare.