I feel my self slowly falling for Kay again but I don't wanna be walked over again it kinda like Deja vu
He's been coming over and kinda just always wanna fuck I give in because I don't want him to be unpleasing to him
I like the lil moments more of when we are just kinda cuddled well as of me trying to cuddle him before he pushes me off
It hurts my feelings but I try to push it away trying to not let it get to my head "ivy" Kay said as I just zoned completely out
"Ivy I'm talking to you hello" Kay said then shaking me making me come back to reality "y-yeah what happened" I said
"You good" he said "mmh" I mumbled "Ivy I need a real answer" Kay said "yea I'm alright you don't have to worry abt me" I said almost zoning out again
"Well imma get goin" he said putting on his shirt "k" I said "Wsp with you why you replying dry you always talking" Kay said putting on his shoes standing up
"I'm just tired that's all" I said lying "alr whatever you say imma see you tomorrow" he said dabbing me up then walking out my room door
Then a couple seconds later I hear the front door closed as well I just laid in my bed slowly going to sleep
I wake up seeing I slept half of the day I slowly get out of bed and put on my robe taking lay bae to use the bathroom then feeding her
After that I just go back in bed and be on my phone I look through ppl stories then came across Kay's story
He was rapping a verse off of is ya ready well zooming in on me sleeping then whisper in the camera
"fucked her shit up made her squirt then knocked her lil ass out" he said then chuckled
I felt so embarrassed I can't believe he did that behind my back I started getting posted in the shade room and started getting dms
They were just nasty most of Kay's lil fans treating me and weird men trying to get in my pants
I just feel like crawling in corner and just stay there it's alright I forgive Kay imma just have to get over it and ignore them
The next morning
I wake up and run to my bathroom throwing up everything I ate going in the toilet I must be sick i slowly get up and walked over to the shower turing it on
I take off my clothes and get in the shower as I'm washing my body off then I feel somebody's arms around me and I'm freezed
"Chill ma it's me Kay" Kay said in my ear I let out a shaky breath he turned me around and started to kiss me roughly and sloppily
About half an hour later he finished with me he put me down on my feet and I hurried and washed my body off again then walked out the shower
I put on a fresh pair of clothes brushed my teeth and washed my face I brush my short hair in a slick back ponytail and pulled out side edges
laid my edges I slowly started to feel sick again and ran to the toilet and throw up again "yo you good Ivy" Kay said getting out the shower
"I'm alright" I said walking back to the sink to brush my teeth again he smacked his lips "your lying lay back down alr" he said
I did what he did what he said then he came back in the room a couple more minutes he laid down next to me
He put something on the tv he started to kiss my neck again "Kay stop" I said but he kept going "Kay stop please" I said
"Why" he said pulling back "we just finished in the shower can we take a break I'm tired we have been having sex non stop for the last two weeks" I said
He smacked his lips and got up putting on his shoes "where are you going" I asked sitting up "to go get some head since you don't want to do it"
My heart just shattered into pieces this is a on repeat I start to slowly fall for him and trust him again then I'm the one that ends up getting hurt
I just sat there siting up looking at the floor then he walked out then slamming the front door
I got a text from Jasmine asking did I wanna go out tomorrow I replied back with yes what time and she responded with 9:30
I'm sorry guys it's a school night and I'm really tired but I hope you enjoy this story sorry if there are any mistakes
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