Douma angst, Many Part And Requests Are Allowed(Swap au, Uppermoon as hashiras)

NO ONE'S POV

Douma was heading out of his estate as he needed a fresh walk. He walked across Gyokko who seemed to work with pots and didn't bother him. Then his kasugai crow informed him that there is a meeting. Douma quickly ran to their master's estate. All the hashiras summoned after. It was a meeting about the demons, then Ume and Gyutaro were sent to a mission. Douma made them ready for their mission, "be okay you two" Douma said patting their heads. "Oh Douma-sama! I am not 12yr anymore!" Ume said, Gyutaro just headed outside. Douma just smiled at them and went inside his estate. Then he went to Hakuji to talk who was apperantly sitting alone. Douma jumped to him, Hakuji grew irk marks. "Ohayo~ Hakuji-san~!" Douma said, Hakuji didn't answer "don't talk to me" Hakuji said, Douma just pouted and hugged him. Hakuji tried to shrug it off, "would you ever cry if I died?" Douma said, Hakuji looked at him in a way "don't say anything about death of you, and no I wont cry" Hakuji said "so mean~" Douma teased, Hakuji shrugged it off. "Omg! Just go away! Why don't you kill yourself?!" Hakuji said, Douma just stayed clueless and gave a soft smile and went away. Hakuji sat again and started to eat his lunch. Douma went to his estate, and met with Inosuke, "Hello otto-san!" Inosuke said "hello Inosuke,  why don't you take a rest?" Douma said "I am not 5 anymore dad, I have more energy than before" Inosuke said, Douma smiled and went to his room. He then saw the bottle of wisteria and drank it, then after consuming it he was really pale. Douma went outside with some Ohagis as he knew Michikatsu loved them. Douma went hopping happily over to Michikatsu who was on the balcony. "Moshi~ moshi~~" Douma whispered into Michikatsu's ear. He flinched at looked at Douma with a bit of irritation. "What do you want?" Michikatsu said "I brought you some Ohagi" Douma said, Michikatsu nodded and took them and told him too go away. Douma went away. Douma was roaming around the area when someone bumped into him, Douma got annoyed and glared at the person. It was Hantengu (he got the Aizetsu personality and he looks like him) Hantengu got terrified and ranway. After Douma realized amd stopped glaring and started to apologize.  Hantengu clung onto Nakime "Why would you scare him Douma?!" She screamed "I-I didn't mean too-"  "go away!" Nakime cut off Douma. He slowly walked away. Nakime told Gyokko about it, and seeing his Bestfriend Hantengu terrified he was angry with Douma. Douma tried approaching Gyokko but he only went 10 steps forward. "Go away, you monster" Gyokko said, Douma was in our shock he went back to his estate and saw Inosuke asleep. Douma smiled at him and went to bed looking at hus anti depressions he didn't wanna take them. He just put his face to the bed, and tears started rolling down his eyes. After hours it was dinner time, when Ume and Gyutaro had came back with Nezuko, Kanao and Aoi.  Douma sighed and took the five people to the infirmary. After treating them, it was 1am, he went down to see no food but it didn't bother him. Douma skipped dinner a few days because of this. He went outside and went to a forest. Douma was walking as he wanted some alone time. When he stumbled upon uppermoon 4, Muichirou, Douma's eyes widened and prepared his sword. Muichiro lunged upon to the hasira, Douma dodge and summoned ice shards, Muichiro dodged them but one of them tore of his arms. Douma went to attack and gave the thousand pieces of ice. He simontaneosly stabbed his sword at Muichiro, uppermoon finally landed a hit on Douma, making him go backwards. Douma kneeled down out of pain.
Muichiro was about to behead qhwn Douma blocked it and pinned him to a tree, Muichiro wasn't able to move. He made a wrong decision by playing with the hashira. The sun soon rose burning Muichiro, Douma returned when he found Ume there. "Ume what are you doing here?" Douma said "searching for you! You were gone!" Ume said. Douma came back with Ume. Everyone ran upto Ume seeing if she was okay nobody even took a look at Douma's scars. He went inside and healed them by himself. Ume was blocked by them. Douma was tired but he wanted to talk or he wasn't able to sleep. Douma wore his haori to cover his bandages. He went outside seeing Gyokko and Nakime talking, Hantengu quickly taking cover, Gyokko looked at him and glared. Douma went away as fast as he could. Douma went towards Hakuji "hello Hakuji" Douma said, Hakuji yet again got annoyed "what?"  "N-nothing I just wanted to ask that how is it going?" Douma stuttered "oh it was fine go away" Hakuji said and went away.   Douma watched him walk away, as he was left alone it was the afternoon the time they met. Douma went to meet Michikatsu who seemed to be training, "no Douma, I can't talk to you rn leave me alone rn" Michikatsu said. Douma nodded amd went away, he couldn't cry in the middle of the path so he just walked back to his estate checking on the patients. Doumaa checked on Gyutaro and gave him saline. Douma checked the others they were fine. Douma went upstairs and sat on his bead tired. He went for a bath, after he got out he was in a bathrobe. Douma was in bed crying for a bit but let it go. He needed to go to the cult. Douma went to the cult amd after hours of advising he finally got enough money. He returned with 60,000¥. Douma kept it in his wallet and went back to his home. He didn't stumble on a demon this time. Douma realized that everyone he was going to was drifting away from him. He went to meet Hakuji when he found him on the roof. Douma sat beside him and gazed at the stars. "Ugh Douma what are you doing here?" Hakuji said "oh wanted to meet you" Douma said, he we.t closer to him and hugged him, Hakuji slapped him across the face. Douma was left in shock but he didn't respond, Hakuji left cussing at him. Douma ran to his estate. Douma couldn't take it anymore he wasn't given attention nor he would get listened too. Inosuke and the ice butterfly boys were out on a vacation too. Douma couldn't take it anymore, he was done. Douma looked at the random hook  at the ceiling and touched his neck. Then he looked at some ropes under his bed. Douma moved his eyes from it and trying himself not to do it. He went outside when he got a note from his Kasugai crow. It read that Gyutaro had died in a mission he was sent alone. Douma was shocked to see the note, one of teh people he loved had died and he couldn't even say a proper good bye. Douma couldn't hold it in anymore he cried and then took the ropes and toed it too the fan, and wrote a note

" why bother living if no one,
                                     Wants you? "

Douma then dragged a chair for the rope and ate some sleeping pills so he doesn'treally feel pain that bad, he put his head through the rope and tightened it. Douma then jumped pushing the chair down. And he had hung himself and the sleeping pills fell rom his hands.

Hakuji also came from a mission he was in his medical room after waiting he went outside cussing. Michikatsu saw him and asked "what happened?"  "That Douam bitchass didn't even came out of room, to heal these wounds" Hakuji complained "yes, he hasn't even did his mission today I had to complete them today, and meanwhile he was in his room all day" Michikatsu said "yeah he didn't even come at Gyutaro's funeral!" Nakime added. Then suddenly all the hashiras were summoned to their Master. "As we ahve heard that sadly Gyuatro has passed away" Muzan said, they all looked down and Ume was crying "and have heard for Douma he usually always comes first here" Muzan said "yes master, he hasn't fulfilled his mission today" Michikatsu said "yes, he hasn't even working for the medicals" Hakuji added groaned in pain after. "Then we might have check his estate, Hashiras assemble and go to his estate" Muzan ordered.
All the hashiras went searching for him, they searched everywhere. Gyokko, Michikatsu  and Hakuji were getting  worried. They kept searching and lastly came to his room. Nakime tried to push open the door but it was locked, Michikatsu tried to get in but nothing worked. Michikatsu started calling out his name but no reply. Ume was there worried hopefully wondering nothing was wrong. Hakuji kicked the door down but in horror he saw his body hanging. Every hashiras saw it, Gyokko was terrified and quickly untied the rope, amd Douma fell on floor, his pupils was large as his eye muscles were relaxed. Nakime and Hantengu was shocked. Hakuji, Gyokko and Ume started crying, hard. Hakuji held his Hakri and cried into it. Michikatsu bent down and held his body and picked him up in a princess carry pose. Every hashira was crying, Douma was put infront of their Master. Muzan was in shock and tears rolled down his eyes, he closed Douma's lifeless eyes. Michikatsu was crying and gifted hairpin from Douma fell on his hand. All the hashiras realized they all had one of them too. Thye all looked at it and cried, Hakuji and Michikatsu was crying the hardest. Hakuji punched the floor out of anger. They all attended Douma's funeral.
Hakuji didn't like to sit and eat lunch as he felt lonely, and there was no one too approach him every night and afternoon. Michikatsu felt empty while training as he always trained with Douma, and be always brought Ohagi. Michikatsu missed those gifted Ohagis from him. Gyokko lost one of his friends whe  he had time to resolve the problem between them. It was never the same for the hashiras ever again after missing one joyful member.....

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